Back Desolation
Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Copyright
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Chapter 56
  60. Chapter 57
  61. Chapter 58
  62. Chapter 59
  63. Keep Reading ...
  64. Also by Derek Landy
  65. About the Publisher

An officer named Duncan brought them their breakfast, and Amber recognised Fast Danny’s bacon. Fragments of her dream came back to her, like eating part of her own face, but it didn’t put her off her food. All this fresh air was giving her an appetite.

They sat in silence for most of the morning – apart from asking the other to turn round while each of them used the toilet – and Amber started wishing that Kelly and Ronnie had stuck around. Even if she’d had to revert in their presence, it would have been worth it.

“I wish you were better at conversating with,” she said, taking the bandages from her hands.

Milo cracked one eye open from where he lay. “I’m sorry?”

“Talking,” said Amber. “I wish you were better at talking.”

He waited a few moments before responding. “Where’s this coming from?”

“We’ve been sitting here for three hours and you haven’t said one thing.”

“We’ve driven for days without speaking.”

“That’s different,” she said. She flexed her fingers. “That’s in the car. You could just listen to the engine and that’d be enough. You can look out the window and … I don’t know. Think, or whatever. In here it’s different. Silence means something in here.”

“What does it mean?”

“I don’t know. Like we have nothing to say to each other.”

He sat up. “I see,” he said.

“Yeah, well …”

“There something in particular you want to talk about? Idle conversation is hard to come by when you’re in a situation like ours.”

“It doesn’t have to be idle. It can be … I don’t know. It can still be something. We can talk about something meaningful, can’t we? I’ve been having bad dreams.” She didn’t mean to say that. It just slipped out. “About my parents. And Imelda. Nightmares.”

“Hardly surprising,” Milo said.

“I’d just like to talk to someone about them.”

He frowned. “And you think I should be that person?”

“You are literally the only friend I have.”

“You’ve got online friends.”

“They don’t know about any of this stuff, are you nuts?”

“Okay. You want to talk,” said Milo, “we’ll talk.”

She sighed. “Never mind.”

“Tell me about the nightmares.”

“I just did.”

He looked puzzled, and actually scratched his head. “I’m sorry, Amber, I’m really not getting what it is you want here.”

“Never mind, okay? It’s fine.”

He stood up, walked to the bars, and looked at her. “Then do you want to talk about last night? About Glen?”

She didn’t answer.

“Do you know why he’s still coming after you? Did he say anything?”

“Nothing,” Amber said. “Not a word.”

“Do you think he wants to hurt you?”

“No. I mean, maybe, because of what he is … but no, I don’t think so.”