Rika would never tell him, but if he would have still smiled at her that way when she had been filled with ice—or even last year, she reluctantly admitted to herself—she would’ve said yes to most any question he asked. There were very few things in the world as beautiful as the Summer King’s smile when he was in love. Even still, Rika wished she could save Donia from the hurt of being loved by Keenan. Unfortunately, she’d been unable to do that when Donia was a mortal, and she certainly couldn’t do it now.

“I’m sorry, Donia,” she whispered. “I’m so very sorry I couldn’t protect you from this life.”

In a blink, Donia was standing behind her, gently squeezing her hand in acknowledgment of those whispered words.

“Go home, Rika,” her queen said evenly. Her gaze was still fastened on Keenan, and it was very clear that she still loved the Summer King, despite being cursed to be Winter Girl and now being the regent of his opposing court. Without looking away from Keenan, the Winter Queen added, “If you need anything, my court—and my allies who can enter the desert to aid you—will be here to call upon.”

Silently, Rika walked toward the house. The door opened at her approach, and another Hawthorn Girl stepped aside to let her pass.

From the relative shelter of the doorway, Rika glanced back to see Keenan brush his hand over Donia’s hair. At his touch, the Winter Queen’s hair became soft blond instead of ice-white. She leaned into his caress for a heartbeat, face flushed and steam rising from her skin. He was no better off: ice clung to his hair, his fingertips, and his lips. The curse had been cruelest to these two. Despite not being the Summer Queen he’d sought, Donia was someone he loved. Rika’s heart hurt for both of them when she realized that, despite everything, the two regents were in love—and no more likely to find a future than they had been when she’d been first cursed.

Donia stayed still until Rika was gone. She knew well that her court would relax now that the former Winter Girl and her mortal were safely away. The stakes in her quarrels with Keenan had always been high, and not too many decades ago, faeries had died when her temper was left unchecked. No one save another regent could survive if they were caught between Summer and Winter in true conflict—and Donia wasn’t sure how angry the Summer King was.

“The desert wasn’t yours to take,” Keenan said. His hand was next to her face, not touching, but near enough that his hand almost caressed Donia’s cheek. She’d settled for these half touches for so long, dreamed they could be more, and then he’d found his queen.

And I am an afterthought yet again.