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Chapters (72)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. COPYRIGHT PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. CONTENTS
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER 1
  8. CHAPTER 2
  9. CHAPTER 3
  10. CHAPTER 4
  11. CHAPTER 5
  12. CHAPTER 6
  13. CHAPTER 7
  14. PART II
  15. CHAPTER 8
  16. CHAPTER 9
  17. CHAPTER 10
  18. CHAPTER 11
  19. CHAPTER 12
  20. CHAPTER 13
  21. CHAPTER 14
  22. CHAPTER 15
  23. CHAPTER 16
  24. CHAPTER 17
  25. CHAPTER 18
  26. PART III
  27. CHAPTER 19
  28. CHAPTER 20
  29. CHAPTER 21
  30. CHAPTER 22
  31. CHAPTER 23
  32. CHAPTER 24
  33. CHAPTER 25
  34. CHAPTER 26
  35. CHAPTER 27
  36. CHAPTER 28
  37. CHAPTER 29
  38. CHAPTER 30
  39. CHAPTER 31
  40. PART IV
  41. CHAPTER 32
  42. CHAPTER 33
  43. CHAPTER 34
  44. CHAPTER 35
  45. CHAPTER 36
  46. CHAPTER 37
  47. CHAPTER 38
  48. CHAPTER 39
  49. CHAPTER 40
  50. CHAPTER 41
  51. PART V
  52. CHAPTER 42
  53. CHAPTER 43
  54. CHAPTER 44
  55. CHAPTER 45
  56. CHAPTER 46
  57. CHAPTER 47
  58. CHAPTER 48
  59. CHAPTER 49
  60. CHAPTER 50
  61. CHAPTER 51
  62. CHAPTER 52
  63. CHAPTER 53
  64. CHAPTER 54
  65. CHAPTER 55
  66. CHAPTER 56
  67. PART VI
  68. CHAPTER 57
  69. CHAPTER 58
  70. CHAPTER 59
  71. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  72. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

She’d been a wonderful, loving mother for more than half of his life. She had traveled frequently for the CIA, but she had always been vibrant and entirely present for them when she was home. Then something had changed. In 2004, Devin had spent fall break at home, during his freshman year at Maryland, and things had been different. Mom had been unusually distant. Dad had tiptoed around her. Kari wouldn’t talk to either of them.

Her situation had worsened every year after that, Mom managing to pull it together for big occasions, like his college graduation. Sometimes she’d go a few months seeming entirely better—but she wasn’t. She’d fall even deeper into the hole that had swallowed her, vanishing for weeks or longer. After his parents had separated, she’d disappeared for months. There was no point to dwelling on this any longer. She was gone. It was time to let it go.

His dad cracked his knuckles and stood up. “I think that’s it. I’m going to pay my last respects. I’ll talk to the funeral director on the way out. We’ll skip right to the graveside memorial and be done with it. Sorry to put you through this.”

Kari took his hand and hugged him. “It was the right thing to do. Sorry for being a pain about it.”

Something caught his dad’s eye, and he craned his head above her shoulder to get a better view. Devin followed his gaze to the viewing room’s entrance. An older man in a black suit, with an unkempt beard, stood in the doorway—appearing hesitant to enter. Minus the deep tan, he looked like a Hasidic Jew who had misplaced his hat. His dad patted Kari’s back.

“Looks like we have a visitor,” he said, letting go of Kari. “Karl?”

The man stepped inside and smiled somberly. “I didn’t think you’d recognize me after all the years. And the beard.”

“I might not have been able to pick you out of a crowd,” said his dad, glancing around the room. “But as you can see.”

They met halfway across the room and shook hands, while Devin and Kari stayed behind.

“Do you recognize him?” asked Devin.

“Not at all,” said Kari. “Are you gonna see Marnie later?”

“What?”

“Marnie Young. The hot fighter pilot friend of yours that stopped in,” said Kari. “The only other person that stopped by tonight? She gave you her number.”

“I know who you’re talking about,” said Devin. “Now isn’t the time.”

“Well. Whenever it’s time, you should look her up,” said Kari.

“I’ll take that under advisement,” said Devin before nodding toward his dad. “Here they come.”

Mason Gray accompanied the mystery visitor to the front of the room, stopping to introduce him.

“This is Karl Berg. He knew your mother from Langley,” said Mason. “I don’t think you’ve ever met?”