Chapters (72)
- TITLE PAGE
- COPYRIGHT PAGE
- DEDICATION
- CONTENTS
- PROLOGUE
- PART I
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- PART II
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- PART III
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- PART IV
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- PART V
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- PART VI
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
She’d been a wonderful, loving mother for more than half of his life. She had traveled frequently for the CIA, but she had always been vibrant and entirely present for them when she was home. Then something had changed. In 2004, Devin had spent fall break at home, during his freshman year at Maryland, and things had been different. Mom had been unusually distant. Dad had tiptoed around her. Kari wouldn’t talk to either of them.
Her situation had worsened every year after that, Mom managing to pull it together for big occasions, like his college graduation. Sometimes she’d go a few months seeming entirely better—but she wasn’t. She’d fall even deeper into the hole that had swallowed her, vanishing for weeks or longer. After his parents had separated, she’d disappeared for months. There was no point to dwelling on this any longer. She was gone. It was time to let it go.
His dad cracked his knuckles and stood up. “I think that’s it. I’m going to pay my last respects. I’ll talk to the funeral director on the way out. We’ll skip right to the graveside memorial and be done with it. Sorry to put you through this.”
Kari took his hand and hugged him. “It was the right thing to do. Sorry for being a pain about it.”
Something caught his dad’s eye, and he craned his head above her shoulder to get a better view. Devin followed his gaze to the viewing room’s entrance. An older man in a black suit, with an unkempt beard, stood in the doorway—appearing hesitant to enter. Minus the deep tan, he looked like a Hasidic Jew who had misplaced his hat. His dad patted Kari’s back.
“Looks like we have a visitor,” he said, letting go of Kari. “Karl?”
The man stepped inside and smiled somberly. “I didn’t think you’d recognize me after all the years. And the beard.”
“I might not have been able to pick you out of a crowd,” said his dad, glancing around the room. “But as you can see.”
They met halfway across the room and shook hands, while Devin and Kari stayed behind.
“Do you recognize him?” asked Devin.
“Not at all,” said Kari. “Are you gonna see Marnie later?”
“What?”
“Marnie Young. The hot fighter pilot friend of yours that stopped in,” said Kari. “The only other person that stopped by tonight? She gave you her number.”
“I know who you’re talking about,” said Devin. “Now isn’t the time.”
“Well. Whenever it’s time, you should look her up,” said Kari.
“I’ll take that under advisement,” said Devin before nodding toward his dad. “Here they come.”
Mason Gray accompanied the mystery visitor to the front of the room, stopping to introduce him.
“This is Karl Berg. He knew your mother from Langley,” said Mason. “I don’t think you’ve ever met?”