Back Deep Sleep
Chapters (72)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. COPYRIGHT PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. CONTENTS
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER 1
  8. CHAPTER 2
  9. CHAPTER 3
  10. CHAPTER 4
  11. CHAPTER 5
  12. CHAPTER 6
  13. CHAPTER 7
  14. PART II
  15. CHAPTER 8
  16. CHAPTER 9
  17. CHAPTER 10
  18. CHAPTER 11
  19. CHAPTER 12
  20. CHAPTER 13
  21. CHAPTER 14
  22. CHAPTER 15
  23. CHAPTER 16
  24. CHAPTER 17
  25. CHAPTER 18
  26. PART III
  27. CHAPTER 19
  28. CHAPTER 20
  29. CHAPTER 21
  30. CHAPTER 22
  31. CHAPTER 23
  32. CHAPTER 24
  33. CHAPTER 25
  34. CHAPTER 26
  35. CHAPTER 27
  36. CHAPTER 28
  37. CHAPTER 29
  38. CHAPTER 30
  39. CHAPTER 31
  40. PART IV
  41. CHAPTER 32
  42. CHAPTER 33
  43. CHAPTER 34
  44. CHAPTER 35
  45. CHAPTER 36
  46. CHAPTER 37
  47. CHAPTER 38
  48. CHAPTER 39
  49. CHAPTER 40
  50. CHAPTER 41
  51. PART V
  52. CHAPTER 42
  53. CHAPTER 43
  54. CHAPTER 44
  55. CHAPTER 45
  56. CHAPTER 46
  57. CHAPTER 47
  58. CHAPTER 48
  59. CHAPTER 49
  60. CHAPTER 50
  61. CHAPTER 51
  62. CHAPTER 52
  63. CHAPTER 53
  64. CHAPTER 54
  65. CHAPTER 55
  66. CHAPTER 56
  67. PART VI
  68. CHAPTER 57
  69. CHAPTER 58
  70. CHAPTER 59
  71. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  72. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Devin pressed the power button and set the phone on the seat before starting the SUV. He shifted into reverse and checked the backup camera. All clear. The last thing he needed, while his fortune somewhat shined at MINERVA, was to back over one of his colleagues. Shea would undoubtedly interpret that as the unceremonious end to his good luck streak.

The phone caught his eye before he let his foot off the brake. The home screen was filled with missed-call notifications and text messages. He put the vehicle in park and grabbed the phone. Jesus. His dad had called and left voice mails seven times in the past two hours. He found text messages buried between the call notifications.

PLEASE CALL ME AS SOON AS YOU GET THIS. VERY IMPORTANT.

SERIOUSLY. NEED YOU TO CALL ME RIGHT AWAY.

DEVIN. CALL ME NOW!

DEVIN. I’M AT YOUR APARTMENT! WHERE ARE YOU!

JUST CALL ME. SOMETHING HAPPENED. I’M PARKED AT YOUR PLACE.

HEADING HOME. CALL ME OR COME BY ASAP!

IT’S ABOUT HELEN. PLEASE CALL.

Of course it was. It was always about her—though this sounded entirely different. His dad rarely overreacted to her antics, or anything for that matter. Devin had seen him frazzled once, maybe twice, since as far back as he could remember. And Mom had given him plenty of opportunities to lose his shit. He must have been one hell of an analyst at the CIA. A voice of reason in a troubled world, even as his own world fell apart. Respected enough that they kept him on for three years after dismissing Helen, which got him to thirty years of service and a full pension annuity.

He called his dad and braced for impact.

“Devin! I’ve been trying to get ahold of you for—”

“Dad. Dad. I was working all night. I just got my phone back,” interrupted Devin.

“Okay. Okay. Jeez. I’m sorry,” said Mason Gray. “I didn’t even think of that. I just uh . . . I, uh. I don’t know how to say this.”

“Did Mom do something crazy?” asked Devin, regretting his choice of words.

His dad had made it abundantly clear over the years that he disapproved of the crude characterization. A part of him still cared for her very deeply, despite everything she had put him through.

“Sorry. I didn’t mean to say that,” said Devin.

“No. It’s all right,” said Mason. “Maybe she really was crazy. Maybe that’s the only way to describe it.”

Devin didn’t like where this was going.

“Dad?” said Devin. “Is Mom okay?”

“No. She’s not. She’s dead,” said Mason. “She killed herself—but that’s not the worst of it.”

“What?”

How could that not be the worst of it?

“Not on the phone. Can you come by the house?” asked his dad. “I’ll make some breakfast. You must be hungry. What can I make you?”