Chapters (42)
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
"So when you met Elise you were on a business trip," said Milo. "How long ago are we talking about?"
"Two years, give or take."
"You two ever move in together?"
"No reason to," said Fidella. "I was traveling a lot and Elise liked her own space. Plus she enjoyed going off on her own--girlie vacations, you know? That's what she was doing in Santa Barbara. Some spa, they had a special. Elise was good at finding bargains. We didn't get possessive, you get what I'm saying?"
"Everyone had their own life."
"When we were both in the mood, we enjoyed each other's company."
Milo said, "Like that time in Reno."
"Huh?"
"There was a picture in Elise's house, you and her having a great time."
"Oh, that," said Fidella. "Jackpot day, yeah that was a fantastic day, how often does that happen?"
"Never to me."
"Me, I've had some nice experiences but not like that. Elise and me were getting eaten alive at the blackjack table, left for the buffet and walked past a dollar slot. Just for the hell of it, I tossed in a token and boom, bells start ringing, lights start blinking. Five thousand bucks. I split it with Elise, told her she was my lucky charm."
"You both like to gamble?"
"We like our games, no harm in that if you keep it under control, right?"
"Elise keep it under control?"
"Absolutely."
"Unlike her drinking."
"Yeah, vodka was a problem for her," said Fidella. "Sometimes."
"Sometimes?"
"What I'm saying is she wasn't one of those drunks, sucks it back every day. But give her a long afternoon, she's not working, she could put away a bottle of Grey Goose. Doing it slowly, you know? You wouldn't even notice unless you were with her the entire time."
"How often did she do that?"
"It wasn't binging," said Fidella. "She could control whether or not she drank. But if she felt like being a fish, she had the capacity."
"Same question?"
"Huh?"
"How often did she polish off a bottle?"
"I dunno... maybe two, three times a month. Maybe other times when I wasn't there, I really can't tell you."
"She paced herself."
"What would happen was, she'd have spare time. Or one of those moody times. I'd say something innocent, she'd march out and lock herself in her bedroom with her Grey Goose, or sometimes it was gin. I learned to just leave 'cause when it happened talking to her was no use."
"Silent treatment," I said.
"Silenter than..." Fidella let out an odd laugh--girlish, squeaky--slapped his own mouth.
Milo said, "Something funny, Sal?"
"Something stupid, guys. As in me. I was gonna say Elise could get silenter than the dead."
We didn't reply.
Fidella picked up his glass, finished the tequila. "Sure you don't want nothing?"
"We're fine."