Chapters (78)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Acknowledgments
- Discover More
- About the Author
- Also by Owen Laukkanen
But that was a lie. She knew she’d rather be dead than live with Burke’s absence, live with the knowledge that he’d died for her. She knew she’d see him with Afia every time she closed her eyes, more guilt and this time compounded by the fact that Burke was the most decent man she’d ever met in her life, and she couldn’t even keep him alive long enough to tell him.
This kept her going. Kept her struggling, slow and steady, through the dense underbrush, Lucy beside her and ahead of her and constantly underfoot (the damn dog), the wind in the trees and the sun sinking low, already touching the horizon. And the tide crawling over the rocks, slow and inexorable, coming to lift Kirby’s boat and take them away.
Cole Sweeney caught up with them on the beach, limping along on that rifle of his, wincing every step of the way. His eyes went wide when he saw Jess and Burke; he stopped and stared and coughed a little bit, self-conscious.
“I mean, you need a hand with him?” he asked.
She didn’t look at him. “Can you stand up on that knee without toppling over?”
“No,” he said. “But you—”
“You just worry about you, Cole,” she said, gritting her teeth. “It’ll take us a while, but we’ll get there.”
The tide continued to rise as they struggled across the beach. By the time they reached the rocks, seawater once again covered the shoal that had trapped Kirby’s boat. Jess waded through, exhausted, more tired than she’d been since Afghanistan, her head swimming and her mind fighting to keep focused. She nearly dropped Burke, staggered under his weight, fifteen feet to go and it felt like infinity.
“Put me down,” Burke told her. “I can walk from here.”
She snorted. “Bullshit. You’ll drown on these rocks.”
Sweeney came alongside, then passed them, and she watched him hobble up to the side of the boat and throw his rifle over and hesitate and then pull himself up, heard him groan in pain as he rolled over the gunwale. All too late, she remembered there were guns on board, ammunition. If he wanted to, he could go down into the cabin and come back shooting, kill them all.
But Sweeney only propped himself up in the cockpit and leaned over the rail toward Jess and Burke, his arms outstretched.
“Bring him this way,” he told her. “I’ll pull him aboard.”