Chapters (78)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Acknowledgments
- Discover More
- About the Author
- Also by Owen Laukkanen
Jess could picture where she’d kept that letter from Ty, the one that showed up in Bagram out of the blue a couple of days after word came through the OP that Pfc. Winslow was suddenly a widow. She’d thought it was a joke at first, thought Ty was playing a prank—how can he be dead if he’s writing me letters?—before her common sense caught up and she realized the obvious: he would have posted the letter long before he fell off the side of his boat.
She’d read the letter and reread it as she sat there at Bagram, waiting on the supply flight that would get her to Germany and on her way stateside. She’d searched Ty’s messy, uneven handwriting for any spark in his words, any reason he’d written this last letter by hand instead of sending an email. Any reason to hang on to this, her husband’s last communication to her.
She could count on two hands the number of letters, actual letters, Ty had sent her. He’d emailed plenty, of course, talked on the phone when Jess could get access. He’d sent the odd care package, candy bars and a fresh toothbrush, socks. But letters? Ty wasn’t the type. So this letter was weird for that reason alone, and all the more so because it seemed so mundane.
She’d carried it with her all the way home. Propped it up on the mantel beside the wedding picture, read it again when she came home from Ty’s funeral, thinking maybe his words would make more sense now—now that she’d returned to her old life, to Deception Cove. Hoping they’d make her feel less alone.
They didn’t.
She’d kept the letter with the rest of her keepsakes—a picture of her parents, a wedding invitation, the certificate she’d received with her Combat Action Ribbon from the corps. A few other odds and ends, the detritus you accumulate and assign enough importance to to keep in a shoe box at the bottom of your closet, if not to actually display or even look at anymore.
The letter sat on the top of that pile, in that shoe box, under her dress blues and the few civilian dresses, sweaters, and blouses she owned. Jess could picture it lying there in its powder-blue envelope. For a second she’d been ready to tell Burke they could just run and get it.
But they couldn’t, of course. They couldn’t because Kirby Harwood and his buddies had burned her little house to the ground.
Burke was watching her. So was Shelby Walker, Lucy forgotten now. Jess knew they were waiting for her to tell them about the letter, about what Ty had written to her. She knew they knew the letter had all the answers.