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Chapters (22)
  1. Cover Page
  2. TITLE PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. PART I
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. PART II
  14. CHAPTER NINE
  15. CHAPTER TEN
  16. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  17. CHAPTER TWELVE
  18. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  19. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  20. A NOTE ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  21. ALSO BY ELIZABETH HARTLEY WINTHROP
  22. COPYRIGHT

“Stick,” Jimmy says, arranging his silverware on the side of his plate. He has finished eating. “Got to learn on stick.”

Wilson blinks at Jimmy. “I’ll keep that in mind, Jimmy,” he says.

But Jimmy is looking at Isabelle. “I’ll take you driving if your folks won’t,” he goes on.

“We’ll take her when we think it’s the right time, Jimmy,” Wilson says. He turns to his daughter. “Isabelle, do you want to start to clear?”

Isabelle’s mouth goes tight with displeasure. She gives her father a steely look.

“Right now,” Wilson says. Isabelle’s nostrils flare once, and then she stands. She has lifted her plate and is about to clear Wilson’s when Ruth emerges from the kitchen.

“Are we clearing already?”

“We were starting to,” Wilson says. “You hadn’t finished?”

“Does it look like I’ve finished?”

“I’m sorry,” Wilson says. “I didn’t realize. Isabelle, why don’t you set your plate back down for another minute—”

“No,” Ruth says. “No, just go ahead and clear.”

“You keep in mind what I said.” Jimmy says this in a low voice to Isabelle as she goes to take his plate.

“Jimmy,” Wilson says, just as the phone rings again.

“Jesus fucking Christ!” Ruth cries.

“Just let it ring.”

They all look at Jimmy. “Let it ring,” he says again. Ruth sits down. Isabelle stands above her uncle, a plate in either hand. The phone rings.

“I’ll help you clear, Belle,” Wilson says, standing himself now. He gathers the dish of peas from the table. The phone rings again, and then the answering machine clicks on, and even in the dining room, they can hear the sound of Isabelle’s voice coming from the kitchen, telling whoever is calling that no one is home.

III

She has erased so thoroughly that the paper is beginning to wear away, but she wants to be sure to undo this curse she’s set. She cannot get the image out of her head: her uncle’s hands on her father’s shoulders, bulbs dropping from the tree as her father falls against it, Maggie barking up at them, her mother pointing over Isabelle’s shoulder through the doorway and shouting at her Go back to bed! She hadn’t dared disobey.

She wonders what happened next. She wonders if her father had fallen all the way to ground. She wonders if her mother had had to help her father up, or if she had knelt down to calm Maggie. She wonders if anyone had cleaned up the mess of Christmas bulbs that must have shattered on the floor.