Chapters (21)
She was solely feeling when he turned again and leaned above her. His golden shadow fell on her from the lamp. He spread her thighs with a tender ruthlessness.
She was no longer afraid, but opened herself for his invasion.
Nevertheless she was rammed, split. She had only known one man, a moronic battle in neon light. That had torn her, now she was torn afresh. She did not care. She forced her body wide and pressed up the length of him. Red pain lanced through the sweetness, and a deeper pain like thunder.
She moaned and lay beneath him, quite taken, filled to her brim, impaled.
He kissed her mouth and breasts. Shallows of the sweetness flooded her.
When he moved again the pain flared into a glorious friction.
Again she pressed herself to meet it, was wounded, rose again.
She grasped his body, his hair, clinging to him on the brink of chaos.
His face above hers was also shadow, but she saw the savagery of it, to match her own.
Then he lay down on her, his weight sinking her in the bed as if in sand.
She worked and leapt to meet his onslaught.
The pain was gone in an agony of ascent.
His mouth was on hers, at the line of her jaw, blazing on her neck.
In the tumult, rushing, she felt the second invasion, the sharp bite of two merciless teeth, and tried to cry out his name, but she was choked and vanquished.
She experienced the pull of her blood into his mouth like threads of silk drawn up from her vein.
He ravished her like a lion, thrusting into her, his lips drawing out her life.
She felt herself unravel from her flesh.
To the first pleasure this was a cataclysm.
Rachaela screamed. She was flung up into madness, as she rode the whirlwind. Panes of light and darkness shattered before her. She was crucified, obliterated. And as she fell she sensed him plunge to meet her like a meteor on fire, heard the sound he made against her sundered throat.
‘The lamp’s dying,’ she said. ‘Cheta didn’t put in enough oil.’
‘Lie still,’ he said.
He was touching her even now, smoothing out her body, caressing her breasts, brushing back her hair.
A tiny flower of blood, like the one Anna had embroidered, lay on the pillow.
‘Like virginity,’ she said. ‘The first time, I bled for a week.’
‘You can’t compare that to this.’
‘He didn’t drink my blood.’
Adamus lifted himself. He put his lips softly to her neck and mouthed the little wound. Delicious, the sensation, another melting.
‘Do you need it?’
He raised his head. ‘No.’
‘But it pleases you.’
‘Very much.’
‘How long...?’
‘Your mother was the last.’
‘Something else she never told me.’