Chapters (21)
They were old, or antique, of the styles of other centuries and other lands. They looked frail as insect wings, most of them. A few were sturdy, stuck in time. There was dust on them all.
A perfume rose from the dresses, memories of scent and flesh, through the dust.
‘Come, Ruth,’ said Anna. ‘Look about. Several will be too large. But there are many which fitted young girls like yourself.’
Ruth went forward. In the candlelight her eyes glistened hard as jets.
If Rachaela had stayed, if she had stayed, with the child in her womb, would the Scarabae have brought her here, to choose her betrothal or her wedding dress?
Ruth paused beside a crinolined gown with huge sleeves and trailing bows, looked at it, passed on.
There were dresses like sheaths, beaded with rosy crystal. There were dresses with corseted waists and trains, and dresses with long sleeves sewn with fake red gems. Or perhaps they were real.
Ruth was half-way across the room, among the crimson pillars.
She was choosing carefully for her big day, looking at everything.
Anna had stood aside. Teresa, Unice and Miranda edged down the room after Ruth. Distracted by recollection or mere nostalgia, Alice, Anita, Sasha and Miriam wandered around the room, in their turn seeming to try to choose a gown, as maybe once they had.
Livia remained near the door. Her face contorted. She said to Rachaela, ‘My Constantin,’ and pressed her dry old hands to her face. It was as if she wanted to cry and could not. The rictus of pain left her slowly, and she lowered her hands, and went to a red dress, beginning to smooth its stiff sheer folds with one ringed finger.
Rachaela moved along an aisle of dresses.
Ruth had come to a standstill.
There was a rent in the ceiling above, a hole, and under it a dress posed almost alone.
It was, like the bedroom, a dress of blood. It came from a period of make-believe. The shoulders of the dummy were bare. The waist of the dress pointed like an arrow, with a line of ruby buttons to the navel. The skirt flowed, embroidered in shiny bloody thread like grapes and flowers and foliage. The ruched sleeves fell from the shoulders to the floor, and under them were other sleeves of tight red lace.
‘This one,’ said Ruth.
‘Oh, she’s chosen that one!’ exclaimed Miranda. ‘How lovely.’
‘How beautiful she’ll look,’ said Teresa. ‘I remember —’ and fell silent.
All the women susurrated, a chorus of grasshoppers.
The skirt of the dress moved. It flaunted and bellied, as if an unseen leg had flexed beneath it.
Ruth stepped away.
She stared.
All the women stared at the dress.
And the skirt tossed again, rippled.
What was happening? Was the dress coming to life?
‘No, no,’ said Anna, ‘no.’
She went briskly up the room. Rachaela saw her reach the dress and take up the skirt and shake it.