Back Cut and Run
Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Acknowledgments
  54. About the Author
  55. Praise
  56. By Matt Hilton
  57. About the Publisher

Etienne’s voice was thick with alcohol. His accent was more prominent than when he was sober, which wasn’t that often. Whatever state of intoxication he was in he always called the boy Luc. Luke hated it, but he answered this time. “I was playing in the woods.”

Etienne’s gaze went over the boy’s head toward the woodshed. He looked down slowly. “Come in, boy.”

Luke paused, expecting the man’s voice to rise at any second. For his hands to start pulling at the belt.

“Come inside.” Etienne’s voice remained soft and his hands by his sides.

“Where is my mother?”

“Come inside. I ’ave somethin’ to tell you.”

Luke began to shiver. He could barely support his own weight as he went up the steps and into the cabin. Etienne stood aside to let him in. Luke stood in the threshold and he could feel the man’s presence looming over him. Etienne placed a hand on Luke’s shoulder. It was a surprisingly tender touch that the boy had never known before. Etienne gently pressed him into the room. Luke went with faltering steps. The room looked different. The scratched and sinking old furniture was still the same, but the rug was missing from the center of the floor. Luke could see where the boards were less faded: the rug had been a feature of the room for as long as he could remember. There was another pale patch on the floor. It looked like it had been scrubbed with a wire brush and the smell of detergent hung heavy in the air.

“Where’s my mother?” Luke felt that he was stuck in a loop and those were the only words he could find.

“Come sit with me.” Etienne picked up the boy and took him to a chair in front of the stove. The door of the stove stood open and Luke could see rags smoldering inside. The rags looked wet and darker red than the flames. Luke wanted to pull out of Etienne’s grasp, but he was both repelled and comforted by the man’s arms. Etienne ran a callused palm over the boy’s head, ruffling his unkempt hair. “Your mother was never very good to you, Luc. She cared only for herself and for her next drink. You know that, oui?”

Luke nodded dumbly.

“Your mother, she is gone. She has run away. She has left us both, young Luc. But do not be afraid. I will be your daddee from now on.”

Etienne turned Luke on his knee, so that they were staring into each other’s eyes. “We do not need your mother. We do not need any woman. They think they are better than us, Luc, but we will show them. Together, we will show them that no woman is better than a man. I will teach you how.”