Chapters (2)
In your eyes I see myself. I see the love we never thought was possible.
Time Heals All
There comes a time
when the crying stops,
no more tissues left
in the empty box.
The chains unchained—
the locks unlocked.
A heart slowly mends—
tick tock, tick tock.
The hours passing
on the kitchen clock.
Fearless Girl
Her power comes
from deep within,
inside a heart
her bravery sings,
a self-belief—
her smile brings,
this fearless girl
with angel wings.
A Little Part of Me
When you left—you took a little part of me. Not that I will be needing it back anytime soon. For what use is a smile to me now?
Disposable
I was just a summer fling,
a pretty plaything,
to parade in front
of your friends.
Clinging to your arm,
while yours
carved a new notch
on the fucking
bedpost.
Overwhelmed
Surely it’s irresponsible to love someone this much. If so—then I’m the happiest fool alive.
Old News
Last night—
my innocent face,
made the front page
of your heart.
The girl of your dreams—
the headline read.
When morning came,
how quickly
the story changed.
I became—
just another name,
in a long line
of lovers—
thrown away.
Like yesterday’s
newspaper.
Rise Above It
We can wallow in the mire or we can rise above it. Yes, it can be a struggle to pull ourselves out of the oozing mud of negativity and pettiness. But when we do, it’s remarkable how liberating it feels to be back in control of our lives. To be able to redirect all that wasted energy into something that showcases the very best in us. And is infinitely more worthwhile, more rewarding, and far more creative.
My Fear
To fall in love—
is what I feared
the most.
To have my heart
dragged—
from pillar to post.
To discover
a certainty,
was just—
an almost.
The Truth
The truth is fast becoming an endangered species. It’s up to all of us to protect it.
Mousetraps
My head—
a dusty attic,
filled with faded
love letters,
and forgotten
mousetraps.
Yet here I am,
thinking of you again—
eyes closed,
walking barefoot,
reliving the pain
with every step.
Our Pretend Summer
You always loved to play make-believe on rainy afternoons.
Blue cellophane sticky-taped to a bedroom window. Sipping strawberry daiquiris in chipped coffee cups. Basking in the warm glow of a plastic fan heater.
Dreaming of Saint-Tropez beaches and listening to Lana Del Rey. Two misfits in mismatched pajamas. Peeling oranges and fucking with the lights on.
Disappointment
Just when I thought my life was going in the right direction—disappointment was waiting around the corner.
I Often Wish
As years pass,
I often wish
I could outrun
time itself—
to slip away,
if only for a day,
to spend another
twenty-four hours
with you.
Horizon