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Chapters (101)
  1. PROLOGUE: JULY 2040
  2. Symphonic
  3. This Changes Everything
  4. Home at Last
  5. Darkness
  6. OCTOBER 2040
  7. Chapter 1: Taken
  8. Chapter 2: On the Move
  9. Chapter 3: Domestic Bliss
  10. Chapter 4: Transitions
  11. Chapter 5: Not quite a Hero
  12. Chapter 6: Q & A
  13. Chapter 7: Dreams and Nightmares
  14. Chapter 8: A Good Life
  15. Chapter 9: Consequences
  16. Chapter 10: The Mission
  17. Chapter 11: Clouds on the Horizon
  18. Chapter 12: Potential
  19. Chapter 13: Bo Tat
  20. Chapter 14: Good Night, Shanghai
  21. Chapter 15: Means, Motive, Opportunity
  22. Chapter 16: Only Forward
  23. Chapter 17: Surprise Encounter
  24. Chapter 18: Friends
  25. Chapter 19: The Long Goodbye
  26. Chapter 20: Shutdown
  27. Chapter 21: Regress
  28. Chapter 22: Memories
  29. Chapter 23: Cat and Mouse
  30. Chapter 24: Angry Daddy
  31. Chapter 25: Ambush
  32. Chapter 26: Asian Travels
  33. Chapter 27: Heaven
  34. Chapter 28: The Family
  35. Chapter 29: Neanderthals
  36. Chapter 30: Bonding
  37. Chapter 31: Stuck in a Moment
  38. Chapter 32: Separation Anxiety
  39. Chapter 33: Confrontation
  40. Chapter 34: Most to Gain
  41. Chapter 35: Last Words
  42. Chapter 36: Gods and Monsters
  43. Chapter 37: Preparations
  44. Chapter 38: Information Extraction
  45. Chapter 39: Where it Ends
  46. Chapter 40: Hell
  47. Chapter 41: Battle Royale
  48. Chapter 42: Convergence
  49. Chapter 43: Capture
  50. Chapter 44: Phuket
  51. Chapter 45: Never Let You Go
  52. Chapter 46: Lo Prang
  53. Chapter 47: New Horizons
  54. Chapter 48: Access Denied
  55. Chapter 49: Caged
  56. Chapter 50: Detox
  57. Chapter 51: Unknowns
  58. Chapter 52: Sail Away
  59. Chapter 53: Perspective
  60. Chapter 54: Brother in Arms
  61. Chapter 55: Old Flames
  62. Chapter 56: En Route
  63. Chapter 57: The Freedom Trail
  64. Chapter 58: Alone Together
  65. Chapter 59: Visions
  66. Chapter 60: War Stories
  67. Chapter 61: The Price of Freedom
  68. Chapter 62: Up the Coast
  69. Chapter 63: Decisions
  70. Chapter 64: Storm Warnings
  71. Chapter 65: A Matter of Principle
  72. Chapter 66: Halting State
  73. Chapter 67: Far from Home
  74. Chapter 68: Escape
  75. Chapter 69: The Plan
  76. Chapter 70: Mission Eve
  77. Chapter 71: Liberation
  78. Chapter 72: Into the Storm
  79. Chapter 73: Mother, Mother
  80. Chapter 74: A Last Debate
  81. Chapter 75: Sanctuary
  82. Chapter 76: Prior Days
  83. Chapter 77: End of the Road
  84. Chapter 78: Truth Out
  85. Chapter 79: Prelude to Violence
  86. Chapter 80: Brave Girl
  87. Chapter 81: Assault on Apyar Kyun
  88. Chapter 82: Friendly Fire
  89. Chapter 83: Daddy Dearest
  90. Chapter 84: All Together Now
  91. Chapter 85: Signal Strength
  92. Chapter 86: Against the Tide
  93. Chapter 87: Necessary Evil
  94. EPILOGUE: SATURDAY NOVEMBER 3RD, 2040
  95. Chapter 88: Safe and Sound
  96. Chapter 89: Two Scandals
  97. Chapter 90: My Daughter, My Self
  98. Acknowledgments
  99. About the Author
  100. The Science of Crux
  101. Imprint

Feng stopped the jeep and Kade climbed out. The minds of the monks caressed his, bathed him in their peace and tranquility. He walked towards one at random, dazed by this. And as one, the monks dropped to their knees on the cobblestones.

“Bo Tat,” he heard. “Bo Tat.” A hundred voices said it. He didn’t know the words but he could see the meaning of it in their minds, their hundred minds merged as one.

Bodhisattva. Heroic-minded one. Bringer of light. He who would sacrifice himself, be reborn in suffering, time after time, until every living being reaches enlightenment.

Kade’s breath came fast. His heart was bursting. So much beauty. Amid all the pain and horrors of the world, there was so much beauty in the world. The way the minds of the monks intertwined, the way they connected to one another.

He caught an echo of those million minds he could feel when he tried, a thin layer of consciousness encircling the globe, still shapeless, still unformed. Those million minds could be like this, connected, merged, mutually comprehending, more than the sum of their parts. He closed his eyes and the dream pulled at him, tried to tug him out of the here and now.

Kade opened his eyes, forced himself back to the present, reached out the hundred monks before him with his thoughts. “I am not Bo Tat,” he told them with a laugh. Not enlightened. Not heroic. “I’m a novice. Less than a novice.”

He turned as he spoke, to take them all in, speak to them all.

“You are the brave ones,” he told them. “You are the ones risking your lives to shelter us. You are the ones who’ll build a better world. You are the beginning of something much bigger.”

He felt them smiling, joy and hope rising in unison across a hundred minds.

Then there was another mind behind him, harder, closed off. He finished the turn and came face to face with the man. Older than the rest. Tall, sharp featured, with dark expressionless eyes. The abbot.

“Welcome, Kaden Lane.” The voice carried no warmth.

Kade bowed and lowered his eyes to show respect.

“Thank you so much for taking us in.”

The old monk nodded. “I am Thich Quang An. This way. I’ll show you to your rooms.”

Feng grabbed their packs and they followed him. The monks rose as they left the courtyard. Two of them fell in behind Kade and Feng.

Quang An led them to a branch in the path. He rattled off something in Vietnamese to the two monks who’d followed them, then turned to Feng. “Dat and Lunh will take you to your rooms to get settled. Kaden, come with me to my quarters. There’s something I want to show you.”

Feng gave Kade a curious look. Kade shrugged. Feng shrugged back, and then he was off with their packs and the two monks.