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Chapters (101)
  1. PROLOGUE: JULY 2040
  2. Symphonic
  3. This Changes Everything
  4. Home at Last
  5. Darkness
  6. OCTOBER 2040
  7. Chapter 1: Taken
  8. Chapter 2: On the Move
  9. Chapter 3: Domestic Bliss
  10. Chapter 4: Transitions
  11. Chapter 5: Not quite a Hero
  12. Chapter 6: Q & A
  13. Chapter 7: Dreams and Nightmares
  14. Chapter 8: A Good Life
  15. Chapter 9: Consequences
  16. Chapter 10: The Mission
  17. Chapter 11: Clouds on the Horizon
  18. Chapter 12: Potential
  19. Chapter 13: Bo Tat
  20. Chapter 14: Good Night, Shanghai
  21. Chapter 15: Means, Motive, Opportunity
  22. Chapter 16: Only Forward
  23. Chapter 17: Surprise Encounter
  24. Chapter 18: Friends
  25. Chapter 19: The Long Goodbye
  26. Chapter 20: Shutdown
  27. Chapter 21: Regress
  28. Chapter 22: Memories
  29. Chapter 23: Cat and Mouse
  30. Chapter 24: Angry Daddy
  31. Chapter 25: Ambush
  32. Chapter 26: Asian Travels
  33. Chapter 27: Heaven
  34. Chapter 28: The Family
  35. Chapter 29: Neanderthals
  36. Chapter 30: Bonding
  37. Chapter 31: Stuck in a Moment
  38. Chapter 32: Separation Anxiety
  39. Chapter 33: Confrontation
  40. Chapter 34: Most to Gain
  41. Chapter 35: Last Words
  42. Chapter 36: Gods and Monsters
  43. Chapter 37: Preparations
  44. Chapter 38: Information Extraction
  45. Chapter 39: Where it Ends
  46. Chapter 40: Hell
  47. Chapter 41: Battle Royale
  48. Chapter 42: Convergence
  49. Chapter 43: Capture
  50. Chapter 44: Phuket
  51. Chapter 45: Never Let You Go
  52. Chapter 46: Lo Prang
  53. Chapter 47: New Horizons
  54. Chapter 48: Access Denied
  55. Chapter 49: Caged
  56. Chapter 50: Detox
  57. Chapter 51: Unknowns
  58. Chapter 52: Sail Away
  59. Chapter 53: Perspective
  60. Chapter 54: Brother in Arms
  61. Chapter 55: Old Flames
  62. Chapter 56: En Route
  63. Chapter 57: The Freedom Trail
  64. Chapter 58: Alone Together
  65. Chapter 59: Visions
  66. Chapter 60: War Stories
  67. Chapter 61: The Price of Freedom
  68. Chapter 62: Up the Coast
  69. Chapter 63: Decisions
  70. Chapter 64: Storm Warnings
  71. Chapter 65: A Matter of Principle
  72. Chapter 66: Halting State
  73. Chapter 67: Far from Home
  74. Chapter 68: Escape
  75. Chapter 69: The Plan
  76. Chapter 70: Mission Eve
  77. Chapter 71: Liberation
  78. Chapter 72: Into the Storm
  79. Chapter 73: Mother, Mother
  80. Chapter 74: A Last Debate
  81. Chapter 75: Sanctuary
  82. Chapter 76: Prior Days
  83. Chapter 77: End of the Road
  84. Chapter 78: Truth Out
  85. Chapter 79: Prelude to Violence
  86. Chapter 80: Brave Girl
  87. Chapter 81: Assault on Apyar Kyun
  88. Chapter 82: Friendly Fire
  89. Chapter 83: Daddy Dearest
  90. Chapter 84: All Together Now
  91. Chapter 85: Signal Strength
  92. Chapter 86: Against the Tide
  93. Chapter 87: Necessary Evil
  94. EPILOGUE: SATURDAY NOVEMBER 3RD, 2040
  95. Chapter 88: Safe and Sound
  96. Chapter 89: Two Scandals
  97. Chapter 90: My Daughter, My Self
  98. Acknowledgments
  99. About the Author
  100. The Science of Crux
  101. Imprint

In the early evening she taught them English, sitting together in a circle, minds linked as they spoke the words that should have seemed strange, but which came off their tongues so smoothly. Jake’s comments echoed in her mind. They did learn so very quickly, each of them learning for every other.

Jake returned after nightfall, the pickup truck laden with supplies. They did chores with Khun Mae and the two other women, fed the children, put them to bed, and unloaded the truck.

Afterwards, they washed off the sweat and heat of the day in the small pond. The water was low from the drought, but there was enough to splash around in, to submerge themselves in. They emerged from the pond naked and pleasantly cool, and lay on the grass, hidden from the house by the copse of trees, bathed in the light of the full moon.

Sam put her head on his chest and stared up the stars. It was so peaceful here. So different from the life she’d known.

I should let him touch me, Sam thought. Let him feel my mind. Let him know who I am.

The thought frightened her. At first she’d kept herself sealed off from him as a security precaution. But now… Now she trusted him. So why hold back? Because she wasn’t sure how he’d respond if he really knew her… If he knew the things she’d done. The blood on her hands.

Maybe tomorrow, she told herself.

“Who are you, Sunee?” he asked.

She snorted, amused at the synchronicity.

“What, I don’t get to know?” Jake asked, mock offended. “You think I can’t figure it out?”

His fingers found her clavicle, the long line where she’d been cut open, years ago. “You have this scar,” he said, gently. “And these here…” His hand traveled down her belly, to the circular pock marks bullets had left long ago. “And you’re stronger than I am. A lot stronger.”

She rolled to look at him, her face a mask.

“And the kids… They don’t call you Sunee. They call you Sam. Who’s Sam, Sunee?”

She came up to her knees.

Not tonight, she decided. Maybe tomorrow.

“Who do you think I am?” she asked him, a smile on her face.

He grinned. “I think you’re a spy,” he said, conspiratorially, a hint of humor in voice and mind. “You’re a secret agent.”

She smiled and put a leg over him, straddling his chest. His eyes roamed over her breasts and stomach, still wet from the pond, gleaming in the moonlight, and he made a low growl of approval deep inside. She could feel his desire for her rising in his mind.

“Who are you, really?” he asked, his hands coming to her thighs, moving up to her hips and waist, gripping her hungrily. “Who did you work for? How did you get those scars? What’s your name?”