Chapters (101)
- PROLOGUE: JULY 2040
- Symphonic
- This Changes Everything
- Home at Last
- Darkness
- OCTOBER 2040
- Chapter 1: Taken
- Chapter 2: On the Move
- Chapter 3: Domestic Bliss
- Chapter 4: Transitions
- Chapter 5: Not quite a Hero
- Chapter 6: Q & A
- Chapter 7: Dreams and Nightmares
- Chapter 8: A Good Life
- Chapter 9: Consequences
- Chapter 10: The Mission
- Chapter 11: Clouds on the Horizon
- Chapter 12: Potential
- Chapter 13: Bo Tat
- Chapter 14: Good Night, Shanghai
- Chapter 15: Means, Motive, Opportunity
- Chapter 16: Only Forward
- Chapter 17: Surprise Encounter
- Chapter 18: Friends
- Chapter 19: The Long Goodbye
- Chapter 20: Shutdown
- Chapter 21: Regress
- Chapter 22: Memories
- Chapter 23: Cat and Mouse
- Chapter 24: Angry Daddy
- Chapter 25: Ambush
- Chapter 26: Asian Travels
- Chapter 27: Heaven
- Chapter 28: The Family
- Chapter 29: Neanderthals
- Chapter 30: Bonding
- Chapter 31: Stuck in a Moment
- Chapter 32: Separation Anxiety
- Chapter 33: Confrontation
- Chapter 34: Most to Gain
- Chapter 35: Last Words
- Chapter 36: Gods and Monsters
- Chapter 37: Preparations
- Chapter 38: Information Extraction
- Chapter 39: Where it Ends
- Chapter 40: Hell
- Chapter 41: Battle Royale
- Chapter 42: Convergence
- Chapter 43: Capture
- Chapter 44: Phuket
- Chapter 45: Never Let You Go
- Chapter 46: Lo Prang
- Chapter 47: New Horizons
- Chapter 48: Access Denied
- Chapter 49: Caged
- Chapter 50: Detox
- Chapter 51: Unknowns
- Chapter 52: Sail Away
- Chapter 53: Perspective
- Chapter 54: Brother in Arms
- Chapter 55: Old Flames
- Chapter 56: En Route
- Chapter 57: The Freedom Trail
- Chapter 58: Alone Together
- Chapter 59: Visions
- Chapter 60: War Stories
- Chapter 61: The Price of Freedom
- Chapter 62: Up the Coast
- Chapter 63: Decisions
- Chapter 64: Storm Warnings
- Chapter 65: A Matter of Principle
- Chapter 66: Halting State
- Chapter 67: Far from Home
- Chapter 68: Escape
- Chapter 69: The Plan
- Chapter 70: Mission Eve
- Chapter 71: Liberation
- Chapter 72: Into the Storm
- Chapter 73: Mother, Mother
- Chapter 74: A Last Debate
- Chapter 75: Sanctuary
- Chapter 76: Prior Days
- Chapter 77: End of the Road
- Chapter 78: Truth Out
- Chapter 79: Prelude to Violence
- Chapter 80: Brave Girl
- Chapter 81: Assault on Apyar Kyun
- Chapter 82: Friendly Fire
- Chapter 83: Daddy Dearest
- Chapter 84: All Together Now
- Chapter 85: Signal Strength
- Chapter 86: Against the Tide
- Chapter 87: Necessary Evil
- EPILOGUE: SATURDAY NOVEMBER 3RD, 2040
- Chapter 88: Safe and Sound
- Chapter 89: Two Scandals
- Chapter 90: My Daughter, My Self
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- The Science of Crux
- Imprint
No time for that. He had to win this battle. Then Houston. He felt for Shiva’s mind but it was nowhere.
He turned and his eyes met Sarai’s. She was crouched beside him, a hand still on his shoulder. He reached out for her with his mind and felt her thoughts meet his. She was frightened but controlling it, controlling it like a monk. And her mind… Fluid. Fluent with the Nexus.
He showed Sarai what he needed, sent it to her.
Sarai nodded into his mind, opened the bandwidth between them again, let down her own walls. Kade closed his eyes, let his mind touch this child’s. He felt her breath, in, out, in, out. Anapana. Sam had taught her. Kade let himself be absorbed by his own breath, let it consume his attention. His breath. Her breath. Match them. Match the breath. Match the thoughts. Open and synchronize and enmesh…
And then he was with her. With all of them, the minds of the children, coming together into one, falling into a common rhythm, a unified whole, greater than the sum of its parts. So fluid. So natural. So complete.
Kade felt his heart soar in joy from the pure glory of it, the pure wonder of these children. Everything became clearer. His thoughts became sharper. His eyes opened. The world around him became brighter, every detail more complete, more precise, more part of a larger whole. The texture of the ground beneath him, the feel of the breeze on his skin, the view of the courtyard all around him, the stars twinkling in their constellations behind the plumes of smoke rising into the air, the fire burning in the apartment that was once his, even the pain of his broken body. It all fit. He could hold it all in his mind, see the patterns and connections between everything he perceived, all at once, in a way he never could as Kade alone.
This. This was what it meant to be posthuman. This was what Nexus could do. His fear and pain and panic fell away below him. Even in the midst of chaos, here was beauty. Here was an instant of pure transcendence.
And then they reached out together, he and the children, one mind, one being, like nothing Kade had ever known.
Their senses found Shiva atop the roof. He was transparent to them now. They understood him in a single flash of insight.
They could fix him. They could make Shiva whole again.
But first they had to stop him.
As a single being they touched Shiva’s mind, invoked the second back door, and sent out the passcode.
Shiva recoiled from the American agent’s mind. Lane had tried to jump from the woman’s mind to his. He couldn’t allow that.