Chapters (101)
- PROLOGUE: JULY 2040
- Symphonic
- This Changes Everything
- Home at Last
- Darkness
- OCTOBER 2040
- Chapter 1: Taken
- Chapter 2: On the Move
- Chapter 3: Domestic Bliss
- Chapter 4: Transitions
- Chapter 5: Not quite a Hero
- Chapter 6: Q & A
- Chapter 7: Dreams and Nightmares
- Chapter 8: A Good Life
- Chapter 9: Consequences
- Chapter 10: The Mission
- Chapter 11: Clouds on the Horizon
- Chapter 12: Potential
- Chapter 13: Bo Tat
- Chapter 14: Good Night, Shanghai
- Chapter 15: Means, Motive, Opportunity
- Chapter 16: Only Forward
- Chapter 17: Surprise Encounter
- Chapter 18: Friends
- Chapter 19: The Long Goodbye
- Chapter 20: Shutdown
- Chapter 21: Regress
- Chapter 22: Memories
- Chapter 23: Cat and Mouse
- Chapter 24: Angry Daddy
- Chapter 25: Ambush
- Chapter 26: Asian Travels
- Chapter 27: Heaven
- Chapter 28: The Family
- Chapter 29: Neanderthals
- Chapter 30: Bonding
- Chapter 31: Stuck in a Moment
- Chapter 32: Separation Anxiety
- Chapter 33: Confrontation
- Chapter 34: Most to Gain
- Chapter 35: Last Words
- Chapter 36: Gods and Monsters
- Chapter 37: Preparations
- Chapter 38: Information Extraction
- Chapter 39: Where it Ends
- Chapter 40: Hell
- Chapter 41: Battle Royale
- Chapter 42: Convergence
- Chapter 43: Capture
- Chapter 44: Phuket
- Chapter 45: Never Let You Go
- Chapter 46: Lo Prang
- Chapter 47: New Horizons
- Chapter 48: Access Denied
- Chapter 49: Caged
- Chapter 50: Detox
- Chapter 51: Unknowns
- Chapter 52: Sail Away
- Chapter 53: Perspective
- Chapter 54: Brother in Arms
- Chapter 55: Old Flames
- Chapter 56: En Route
- Chapter 57: The Freedom Trail
- Chapter 58: Alone Together
- Chapter 59: Visions
- Chapter 60: War Stories
- Chapter 61: The Price of Freedom
- Chapter 62: Up the Coast
- Chapter 63: Decisions
- Chapter 64: Storm Warnings
- Chapter 65: A Matter of Principle
- Chapter 66: Halting State
- Chapter 67: Far from Home
- Chapter 68: Escape
- Chapter 69: The Plan
- Chapter 70: Mission Eve
- Chapter 71: Liberation
- Chapter 72: Into the Storm
- Chapter 73: Mother, Mother
- Chapter 74: A Last Debate
- Chapter 75: Sanctuary
- Chapter 76: Prior Days
- Chapter 77: End of the Road
- Chapter 78: Truth Out
- Chapter 79: Prelude to Violence
- Chapter 80: Brave Girl
- Chapter 81: Assault on Apyar Kyun
- Chapter 82: Friendly Fire
- Chapter 83: Daddy Dearest
- Chapter 84: All Together Now
- Chapter 85: Signal Strength
- Chapter 86: Against the Tide
- Chapter 87: Necessary Evil
- EPILOGUE: SATURDAY NOVEMBER 3RD, 2040
- Chapter 88: Safe and Sound
- Chapter 89: Two Scandals
- Chapter 90: My Daughter, My Self
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- The Science of Crux
- Imprint
Rangan turned. Levi was there in the corner of the room, smiling at them.
“But…” Rangan started. “You don’t…”
“Have Nexus?” Levi replied.
Rangan nodded.
“I purge it and redose,” Levi said. “Ministers get too much attention to have it all the time.
“Rangan,” Levi went on, “there’s something we’d like you to help us with.”
Rangan nodded. “Anything.”
“We help sneak Nexus children and parents down the line, to others who can get them out of the country,” Levi said. “But we want to do more, to end the persecution of these children. And to do that… we want to show people what’s going on.”
“We want to record what you’ve seen,” Abigail said. “What you’ve been through.”
Rangan went silent. There was so much he wanted to forget. The torture, the drugs, the mind games where he’d thought he was about to die. The boys, and what he’d seen in their memories, what they’d been through…
He swallowed hard, then nodded. “Yeah,” he said. “Let’s show ’em.”
Levi brought him coffee while Abigail set up the equipment. The recorder was an innocuous device, just a phone-sized black rectangle plugged into a terminal. Abigail did something to shield the baby’s mind, and the baby faded in Rangan’s senses.
It took hours. The storm battered the little church as they recorded, sent a keen wailing sound through the building.
Rangan showed them all of it. The bust of the party at Simonyi field. The blackmail. Being threatened with prison for them and dozens of their friends if they didn’t cooperate, if they didn’t give the feds Nexus 5, if Kade didn’t go to Bangkok to spy for them. And later, after something had gone wrong on that mission, jackbooted thugs kicking down the door of his apartment, pointing their guns at him. The restraints and interrogation. The lectures where they told him he had no rights, that they could kill him and no one would care, no one would know. The electrical shocks. The waterboarding. The twisted mind games.
The day they broke him. They day he gave up, and gave them what they wanted.
And the boys’ memories. Bobby watching his dad get shot and killed. Tim being torn out of his mother’s hands. Alfonso being clubbed across the face when he tried to bite one of them. More. The beatings. The experiments. Bobby’s last session, the one where they’d tried to force the Nexus out of him.
And the faces. Every face he’d seen in custody. Every face the boys had shared with him, the one who’d tortured Bobby, the ones who’d beaten them, stuck needles into them.