Chapters (101)
- PROLOGUE: JULY 2040
- Symphonic
- This Changes Everything
- Home at Last
- Darkness
- OCTOBER 2040
- Chapter 1: Taken
- Chapter 2: On the Move
- Chapter 3: Domestic Bliss
- Chapter 4: Transitions
- Chapter 5: Not quite a Hero
- Chapter 6: Q & A
- Chapter 7: Dreams and Nightmares
- Chapter 8: A Good Life
- Chapter 9: Consequences
- Chapter 10: The Mission
- Chapter 11: Clouds on the Horizon
- Chapter 12: Potential
- Chapter 13: Bo Tat
- Chapter 14: Good Night, Shanghai
- Chapter 15: Means, Motive, Opportunity
- Chapter 16: Only Forward
- Chapter 17: Surprise Encounter
- Chapter 18: Friends
- Chapter 19: The Long Goodbye
- Chapter 20: Shutdown
- Chapter 21: Regress
- Chapter 22: Memories
- Chapter 23: Cat and Mouse
- Chapter 24: Angry Daddy
- Chapter 25: Ambush
- Chapter 26: Asian Travels
- Chapter 27: Heaven
- Chapter 28: The Family
- Chapter 29: Neanderthals
- Chapter 30: Bonding
- Chapter 31: Stuck in a Moment
- Chapter 32: Separation Anxiety
- Chapter 33: Confrontation
- Chapter 34: Most to Gain
- Chapter 35: Last Words
- Chapter 36: Gods and Monsters
- Chapter 37: Preparations
- Chapter 38: Information Extraction
- Chapter 39: Where it Ends
- Chapter 40: Hell
- Chapter 41: Battle Royale
- Chapter 42: Convergence
- Chapter 43: Capture
- Chapter 44: Phuket
- Chapter 45: Never Let You Go
- Chapter 46: Lo Prang
- Chapter 47: New Horizons
- Chapter 48: Access Denied
- Chapter 49: Caged
- Chapter 50: Detox
- Chapter 51: Unknowns
- Chapter 52: Sail Away
- Chapter 53: Perspective
- Chapter 54: Brother in Arms
- Chapter 55: Old Flames
- Chapter 56: En Route
- Chapter 57: The Freedom Trail
- Chapter 58: Alone Together
- Chapter 59: Visions
- Chapter 60: War Stories
- Chapter 61: The Price of Freedom
- Chapter 62: Up the Coast
- Chapter 63: Decisions
- Chapter 64: Storm Warnings
- Chapter 65: A Matter of Principle
- Chapter 66: Halting State
- Chapter 67: Far from Home
- Chapter 68: Escape
- Chapter 69: The Plan
- Chapter 70: Mission Eve
- Chapter 71: Liberation
- Chapter 72: Into the Storm
- Chapter 73: Mother, Mother
- Chapter 74: A Last Debate
- Chapter 75: Sanctuary
- Chapter 76: Prior Days
- Chapter 77: End of the Road
- Chapter 78: Truth Out
- Chapter 79: Prelude to Violence
- Chapter 80: Brave Girl
- Chapter 81: Assault on Apyar Kyun
- Chapter 82: Friendly Fire
- Chapter 83: Daddy Dearest
- Chapter 84: All Together Now
- Chapter 85: Signal Strength
- Chapter 86: Against the Tide
- Chapter 87: Necessary Evil
- EPILOGUE: SATURDAY NOVEMBER 3RD, 2040
- Chapter 88: Safe and Sound
- Chapter 89: Two Scandals
- Chapter 90: My Daughter, My Self
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- The Science of Crux
- Imprint
The bad men came for Bobby two days after Alfonso and he knew that if he let them take him away they’d take the Nexus from his head and he’d be no one he’d be dead he wouldn’t be a person anymore, so Bobby tried to KICK the bad men and BITE them and SCRATCH them, but they were too strong and one of the men slapped him in the head and it HURT and then they dragged him out, through two doors into the special testing room.
The door closed behind Bobby and then his friends were gone. They were gone from his head. He couldn’t feel them at all. The bad men put Bobby in a chair and they strapped his hands down to the arms of the chair which they’d never done before and which scared him and he knew this was it, they were going to push the Nexus out of his head like they had to Alfonso and things would be like they were before, before his daddy Derik had given Bobby Nexus and given himself Nexus and then Bobby could feel his daddy for the first time and know that he was a PERSON – a person like Bobby and not like all the other fake people who didn’t have anything in their heads at all. And since that day Bobby hadn’t been so alone. He could feel people now, his daddy and then the boys here Tim and Alfonso and Jason and Tyrone and the other boys, and for the first time he had real FRIENDS even if they were in a bad place; he had other boys he could feel and understand and who could feel him and understand him and now he was crying and crying – and he knew that only little boys cried only babies cried and he was twelve and he wasn’t supposed to cry – but he knew what was going to happen, they were going to make him like Alfonso and Alfonso was all alone now and Alfonso just cried, and Alfonso MIGHT AS WELL BE DEAD because he’d never feel anyone again and no one would ever feel him and he was just empty like all the other STUPID PEOPLE who didn’t have Nexus and weren’t really people at all.
They lowered something metal onto Bobby’s head in the chair, and he cried and asked them please please please let me go please I need it to feel other people, please I need it to be real, please I need it to have friends please please please don’t be mean, don’t make me stop being real I’ll take a test, I’ll learn Spanish I’ll learn French I’ll do TRIGONOMETRY I’ll do anything, please please please he cried and cried and cried.