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Chapters (101)
  1. PROLOGUE: JULY 2040
  2. Symphonic
  3. This Changes Everything
  4. Home at Last
  5. Darkness
  6. OCTOBER 2040
  7. Chapter 1: Taken
  8. Chapter 2: On the Move
  9. Chapter 3: Domestic Bliss
  10. Chapter 4: Transitions
  11. Chapter 5: Not quite a Hero
  12. Chapter 6: Q & A
  13. Chapter 7: Dreams and Nightmares
  14. Chapter 8: A Good Life
  15. Chapter 9: Consequences
  16. Chapter 10: The Mission
  17. Chapter 11: Clouds on the Horizon
  18. Chapter 12: Potential
  19. Chapter 13: Bo Tat
  20. Chapter 14: Good Night, Shanghai
  21. Chapter 15: Means, Motive, Opportunity
  22. Chapter 16: Only Forward
  23. Chapter 17: Surprise Encounter
  24. Chapter 18: Friends
  25. Chapter 19: The Long Goodbye
  26. Chapter 20: Shutdown
  27. Chapter 21: Regress
  28. Chapter 22: Memories
  29. Chapter 23: Cat and Mouse
  30. Chapter 24: Angry Daddy
  31. Chapter 25: Ambush
  32. Chapter 26: Asian Travels
  33. Chapter 27: Heaven
  34. Chapter 28: The Family
  35. Chapter 29: Neanderthals
  36. Chapter 30: Bonding
  37. Chapter 31: Stuck in a Moment
  38. Chapter 32: Separation Anxiety
  39. Chapter 33: Confrontation
  40. Chapter 34: Most to Gain
  41. Chapter 35: Last Words
  42. Chapter 36: Gods and Monsters
  43. Chapter 37: Preparations
  44. Chapter 38: Information Extraction
  45. Chapter 39: Where it Ends
  46. Chapter 40: Hell
  47. Chapter 41: Battle Royale
  48. Chapter 42: Convergence
  49. Chapter 43: Capture
  50. Chapter 44: Phuket
  51. Chapter 45: Never Let You Go
  52. Chapter 46: Lo Prang
  53. Chapter 47: New Horizons
  54. Chapter 48: Access Denied
  55. Chapter 49: Caged
  56. Chapter 50: Detox
  57. Chapter 51: Unknowns
  58. Chapter 52: Sail Away
  59. Chapter 53: Perspective
  60. Chapter 54: Brother in Arms
  61. Chapter 55: Old Flames
  62. Chapter 56: En Route
  63. Chapter 57: The Freedom Trail
  64. Chapter 58: Alone Together
  65. Chapter 59: Visions
  66. Chapter 60: War Stories
  67. Chapter 61: The Price of Freedom
  68. Chapter 62: Up the Coast
  69. Chapter 63: Decisions
  70. Chapter 64: Storm Warnings
  71. Chapter 65: A Matter of Principle
  72. Chapter 66: Halting State
  73. Chapter 67: Far from Home
  74. Chapter 68: Escape
  75. Chapter 69: The Plan
  76. Chapter 70: Mission Eve
  77. Chapter 71: Liberation
  78. Chapter 72: Into the Storm
  79. Chapter 73: Mother, Mother
  80. Chapter 74: A Last Debate
  81. Chapter 75: Sanctuary
  82. Chapter 76: Prior Days
  83. Chapter 77: End of the Road
  84. Chapter 78: Truth Out
  85. Chapter 79: Prelude to Violence
  86. Chapter 80: Brave Girl
  87. Chapter 81: Assault on Apyar Kyun
  88. Chapter 82: Friendly Fire
  89. Chapter 83: Daddy Dearest
  90. Chapter 84: All Together Now
  91. Chapter 85: Signal Strength
  92. Chapter 86: Against the Tide
  93. Chapter 87: Necessary Evil
  94. EPILOGUE: SATURDAY NOVEMBER 3RD, 2040
  95. Chapter 88: Safe and Sound
  96. Chapter 89: Two Scandals
  97. Chapter 90: My Daughter, My Self
  98. Acknowledgments
  99. About the Author
  100. The Science of Crux
  101. Imprint

Anne helped him into the shower, brought him a warm robe to wrap himself in, took him back to bed, put a trash can next to him, brought him soup and painkillers and anti-diarrheal meds.

“I’m going to call a doctor,” she said.

Holtzmann shook his head. “Just the flu,” he said weakly. “I’ll be fine.”

Then he leaned over and heaved into the trash can.

The agony lasted through Sunday, into Sunday night. Anne talked to him, tried to distract him from the horror that was coursing through his body. He found himself babbling to her, about the meeting with Barnes and the President, about the Nexus children, about everything but the Nexus in his own brain.

By Sunday night the sheets were twisted and damp with his sweat, his writhing. Anne insisted on getting him out of bed so she could change them.

She fell asleep beside him, while the fever and pain and explosive evacuation of his body kept him awake through most of the night. His world was a feverish, twisted nightmare, horrifying images of the President, of Barnes, of Lane. They were all one, a three-faced demon torturing him.

Monday morning. Anne offered to stay home with him, to nurse him to health.

Holtzmann insisted she go to work.

He fired up his slate long enough to send a message in to the office, to say he was still sick. Subject lines loomed at him, lurid sentence fragments that made no sense. He ignored them, sent his own message, and disconnected.

The withdrawal peaked around noon. He knelt before the toilet, his face over it, red and straining, his whole body convulsing as it tried to push some imaginary toxin out of him. He puked up water, puked up bile, puked up nothing at all, but his body wouldn’t stop, wouldn’t stop convulsing, wouldn’t stop trying to turn his guts inside out, trying to shove his stomach up through his throat and into this bowl.

Then the episode was past. He cleaned himself as best he could, collapsed back into the sweat-stained bed, and slept.

Holtzmann woke at 5pm. He felt awful, but fractionally better.

His phone buzzed at him. A moment later his slate did as well. More calls from the office.

He forced himself into the shower, forced himself to clean up, to dress himself, to make himself look halfway presentable. Anne had left him soup in the kitchen. He reheated it, drank a bowl, slurped down noodles. His body trembled, but he felt stronger. The food stayed down.

Then he checked his messages, and found chaos.

Half a dozen of his underlings had been trying to reach him urgently, their messages overlapping with one another, conflicting with one another. Barnes had been calling, asking where he was, ordering him to reply.

The codes. The passcodes. The ones Rangan Shankari had given them didn’t work.