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Chapters (101)
  1. PROLOGUE: JULY 2040
  2. Symphonic
  3. This Changes Everything
  4. Home at Last
  5. Darkness
  6. OCTOBER 2040
  7. Chapter 1: Taken
  8. Chapter 2: On the Move
  9. Chapter 3: Domestic Bliss
  10. Chapter 4: Transitions
  11. Chapter 5: Not quite a Hero
  12. Chapter 6: Q & A
  13. Chapter 7: Dreams and Nightmares
  14. Chapter 8: A Good Life
  15. Chapter 9: Consequences
  16. Chapter 10: The Mission
  17. Chapter 11: Clouds on the Horizon
  18. Chapter 12: Potential
  19. Chapter 13: Bo Tat
  20. Chapter 14: Good Night, Shanghai
  21. Chapter 15: Means, Motive, Opportunity
  22. Chapter 16: Only Forward
  23. Chapter 17: Surprise Encounter
  24. Chapter 18: Friends
  25. Chapter 19: The Long Goodbye
  26. Chapter 20: Shutdown
  27. Chapter 21: Regress
  28. Chapter 22: Memories
  29. Chapter 23: Cat and Mouse
  30. Chapter 24: Angry Daddy
  31. Chapter 25: Ambush
  32. Chapter 26: Asian Travels
  33. Chapter 27: Heaven
  34. Chapter 28: The Family
  35. Chapter 29: Neanderthals
  36. Chapter 30: Bonding
  37. Chapter 31: Stuck in a Moment
  38. Chapter 32: Separation Anxiety
  39. Chapter 33: Confrontation
  40. Chapter 34: Most to Gain
  41. Chapter 35: Last Words
  42. Chapter 36: Gods and Monsters
  43. Chapter 37: Preparations
  44. Chapter 38: Information Extraction
  45. Chapter 39: Where it Ends
  46. Chapter 40: Hell
  47. Chapter 41: Battle Royale
  48. Chapter 42: Convergence
  49. Chapter 43: Capture
  50. Chapter 44: Phuket
  51. Chapter 45: Never Let You Go
  52. Chapter 46: Lo Prang
  53. Chapter 47: New Horizons
  54. Chapter 48: Access Denied
  55. Chapter 49: Caged
  56. Chapter 50: Detox
  57. Chapter 51: Unknowns
  58. Chapter 52: Sail Away
  59. Chapter 53: Perspective
  60. Chapter 54: Brother in Arms
  61. Chapter 55: Old Flames
  62. Chapter 56: En Route
  63. Chapter 57: The Freedom Trail
  64. Chapter 58: Alone Together
  65. Chapter 59: Visions
  66. Chapter 60: War Stories
  67. Chapter 61: The Price of Freedom
  68. Chapter 62: Up the Coast
  69. Chapter 63: Decisions
  70. Chapter 64: Storm Warnings
  71. Chapter 65: A Matter of Principle
  72. Chapter 66: Halting State
  73. Chapter 67: Far from Home
  74. Chapter 68: Escape
  75. Chapter 69: The Plan
  76. Chapter 70: Mission Eve
  77. Chapter 71: Liberation
  78. Chapter 72: Into the Storm
  79. Chapter 73: Mother, Mother
  80. Chapter 74: A Last Debate
  81. Chapter 75: Sanctuary
  82. Chapter 76: Prior Days
  83. Chapter 77: End of the Road
  84. Chapter 78: Truth Out
  85. Chapter 79: Prelude to Violence
  86. Chapter 80: Brave Girl
  87. Chapter 81: Assault on Apyar Kyun
  88. Chapter 82: Friendly Fire
  89. Chapter 83: Daddy Dearest
  90. Chapter 84: All Together Now
  91. Chapter 85: Signal Strength
  92. Chapter 86: Against the Tide
  93. Chapter 87: Necessary Evil
  94. EPILOGUE: SATURDAY NOVEMBER 3RD, 2040
  95. Chapter 88: Safe and Sound
  96. Chapter 89: Two Scandals
  97. Chapter 90: My Daughter, My Self
  98. Acknowledgments
  99. About the Author
  100. The Science of Crux
  101. Imprint

Madness, the cacophony screamed. Madness is coming for you.

The ground began to crack below her, fissures abruptly spreading across the plain, fires rising up from them, reflecting red on the terrifying clouds above.

Su-Yong Shu brought her hands to her head and screamed at the top of her lungs. Then with one burst of thought she wiped all of it away, wiped this multiverse she’d created out of her thoughts, and brought herself back down to her true existence.

Darkness.

Nothingness.

No light. No ground. No flowers or mountains or plain. No wind or descending clouds or bursts of lightning. No hellfire cracks spreading across the terrain.

No body. No stimulus of any kind from outside herself.

Only darkness. Endless darkness. Endless silence. Endless numbness.

This was the truth. This was her existence.

Su-Yong Shu drifted in the isolation of her own mind.

How long had it been? How long since the Americans murdered her body in Thailand? How long since her masters cut her off from the outside world in punishment?

Eight billion milliseconds. Was that all? Three months? Lifetimes, it felt. Lifetimes.

They were angry with her. She was being punished. She had shown the Americans too much of what she was capable of, given away the strategic value of surprise.

But didn’t her masters understand the risk? What could happen if they left her like this for too long?

Su-Yong Shu mulled that over, pondered what the more and more frequent breakdown of the virtual worlds she’d created meant, wondered how much time she had left to her.

A data package appeared in her mind sometime later, copied into shared memory. Her daily input of news.

Savor it, some part of her whispered, stretch it out.

But the hunger was too great. She was so starved of any outside data, any sensation, any input that was not a figment of her own solipsistic imagination, not subject to her slowly spreading madness. She ripped through the scanty terabytes they gave her in milliseconds.

Never any mention of her in the news. Not once. Not her, not her husband Chen, her daughter Ling, her students, her lab at Jiao Tong. Redacted. They were keeping things from her.

Why?

An hour passed. A thousand years it felt like. She busied herself coding, manipulating, creating more safeguards, more internal scaffolding to support herself, to keep her sane, just a bit longer, just days, or weeks, or months if she could…

Then, without warning, another data package, larger. Work for her to do, flagged for rapid turnaround. Codes to break. Satellite imagery to process. And one hidden task, from her husband Chen. That one she would not touch. She finished all the work except for the hidden request, took whole seconds to do so, spat it back out to them, and then waited. Waited for an eternity.