Chapters (101)
- PROLOGUE: JULY 2040
- Symphonic
- This Changes Everything
- Home at Last
- Darkness
- OCTOBER 2040
- Chapter 1: Taken
- Chapter 2: On the Move
- Chapter 3: Domestic Bliss
- Chapter 4: Transitions
- Chapter 5: Not quite a Hero
- Chapter 6: Q & A
- Chapter 7: Dreams and Nightmares
- Chapter 8: A Good Life
- Chapter 9: Consequences
- Chapter 10: The Mission
- Chapter 11: Clouds on the Horizon
- Chapter 12: Potential
- Chapter 13: Bo Tat
- Chapter 14: Good Night, Shanghai
- Chapter 15: Means, Motive, Opportunity
- Chapter 16: Only Forward
- Chapter 17: Surprise Encounter
- Chapter 18: Friends
- Chapter 19: The Long Goodbye
- Chapter 20: Shutdown
- Chapter 21: Regress
- Chapter 22: Memories
- Chapter 23: Cat and Mouse
- Chapter 24: Angry Daddy
- Chapter 25: Ambush
- Chapter 26: Asian Travels
- Chapter 27: Heaven
- Chapter 28: The Family
- Chapter 29: Neanderthals
- Chapter 30: Bonding
- Chapter 31: Stuck in a Moment
- Chapter 32: Separation Anxiety
- Chapter 33: Confrontation
- Chapter 34: Most to Gain
- Chapter 35: Last Words
- Chapter 36: Gods and Monsters
- Chapter 37: Preparations
- Chapter 38: Information Extraction
- Chapter 39: Where it Ends
- Chapter 40: Hell
- Chapter 41: Battle Royale
- Chapter 42: Convergence
- Chapter 43: Capture
- Chapter 44: Phuket
- Chapter 45: Never Let You Go
- Chapter 46: Lo Prang
- Chapter 47: New Horizons
- Chapter 48: Access Denied
- Chapter 49: Caged
- Chapter 50: Detox
- Chapter 51: Unknowns
- Chapter 52: Sail Away
- Chapter 53: Perspective
- Chapter 54: Brother in Arms
- Chapter 55: Old Flames
- Chapter 56: En Route
- Chapter 57: The Freedom Trail
- Chapter 58: Alone Together
- Chapter 59: Visions
- Chapter 60: War Stories
- Chapter 61: The Price of Freedom
- Chapter 62: Up the Coast
- Chapter 63: Decisions
- Chapter 64: Storm Warnings
- Chapter 65: A Matter of Principle
- Chapter 66: Halting State
- Chapter 67: Far from Home
- Chapter 68: Escape
- Chapter 69: The Plan
- Chapter 70: Mission Eve
- Chapter 71: Liberation
- Chapter 72: Into the Storm
- Chapter 73: Mother, Mother
- Chapter 74: A Last Debate
- Chapter 75: Sanctuary
- Chapter 76: Prior Days
- Chapter 77: End of the Road
- Chapter 78: Truth Out
- Chapter 79: Prelude to Violence
- Chapter 80: Brave Girl
- Chapter 81: Assault on Apyar Kyun
- Chapter 82: Friendly Fire
- Chapter 83: Daddy Dearest
- Chapter 84: All Together Now
- Chapter 85: Signal Strength
- Chapter 86: Against the Tide
- Chapter 87: Necessary Evil
- EPILOGUE: SATURDAY NOVEMBER 3RD, 2040
- Chapter 88: Safe and Sound
- Chapter 89: Two Scandals
- Chapter 90: My Daughter, My Self
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- The Science of Crux
- Imprint
Hayes plotted it on the map. The bounty hunters were well organized. They’d learned from their last attempt to capture Lane. They were placing teams of snipers on the rooftops nearby, armed with heavy caliber weapons to take out Lane’s traveling companion, and tranquilizer weapons to incapacitate Lane. They were waiting for the two to emerge.
And Shiva had no way to warn the boy.
Kade danced hard now, his limbs moving to the beat, his eyes closed, his thoughts lost in his own head, until the sweat dripping from his body and the beat and the amplified ecstatic rhythms of Lotus’s mind and the hundred other minds that brushed his drove everything else away.
He heard Lotus’s song, he felt her thoughts, and felt them changing, reflecting the crowd, adapting to them. The music changed as well, flowed, responded. And he realized, they were making music, the crowd, the dancers, and Lotus was channeling it, absorbing the thoughts and emotions of the heaving throng, playing their mental music back to them.
The feedback loop closed and he wasn’t just Kade any more, wasn’t just a person. He was part of something more, a living breathing heaving organism, thousand-limbed, hundred-headed, a gestalt of all these minds and bodies.
Grief leached out from him, absorbed and processed and healed by the union. He moved his arms and legs and body to the beat, thrashed his head and sent his new braids flinging, somehow perfectly in sync with the bodies next to him. He was the beat. They were the beat. How could any of them step wrong?
This is samadhi, he realized. Meditation. Complete absorption.
The walls of his ego faded, dissipated, subsumed in this merger. He caught glimpses of a thousand thoughts, of here and now, of memories and visions. He saw the world like this, saw scientist merging into greater forms, people abandoning their distinctions.
There was no Kade, he saw. No self, no other. There was just this experience, this epicness he was part of, this surging, moving, billowing, exulting radiance of an organism that was the crowd, was the DJ, was the tiny fragment called Lotus. This was real, more real than he was, more real than any individual. This was the now.
He caught a flash of a thin layer of consciousness encircling the globe and it was his thought but now it was their thought and he knew it was real, not just a fantasy, and he reached out with this thoughts so he could touch those million other minds and pull all those bright points of light into this dance, this moment, this glorious luminous union…
Kade.
Something was tugging at this fragment, pulling at it.
Kade!
Feng. Feng should be here, dancing, merging, joining them!
Kade! You’re being watched!