Chapters (101)
- PROLOGUE: JULY 2040
- Symphonic
- This Changes Everything
- Home at Last
- Darkness
- OCTOBER 2040
- Chapter 1: Taken
- Chapter 2: On the Move
- Chapter 3: Domestic Bliss
- Chapter 4: Transitions
- Chapter 5: Not quite a Hero
- Chapter 6: Q & A
- Chapter 7: Dreams and Nightmares
- Chapter 8: A Good Life
- Chapter 9: Consequences
- Chapter 10: The Mission
- Chapter 11: Clouds on the Horizon
- Chapter 12: Potential
- Chapter 13: Bo Tat
- Chapter 14: Good Night, Shanghai
- Chapter 15: Means, Motive, Opportunity
- Chapter 16: Only Forward
- Chapter 17: Surprise Encounter
- Chapter 18: Friends
- Chapter 19: The Long Goodbye
- Chapter 20: Shutdown
- Chapter 21: Regress
- Chapter 22: Memories
- Chapter 23: Cat and Mouse
- Chapter 24: Angry Daddy
- Chapter 25: Ambush
- Chapter 26: Asian Travels
- Chapter 27: Heaven
- Chapter 28: The Family
- Chapter 29: Neanderthals
- Chapter 30: Bonding
- Chapter 31: Stuck in a Moment
- Chapter 32: Separation Anxiety
- Chapter 33: Confrontation
- Chapter 34: Most to Gain
- Chapter 35: Last Words
- Chapter 36: Gods and Monsters
- Chapter 37: Preparations
- Chapter 38: Information Extraction
- Chapter 39: Where it Ends
- Chapter 40: Hell
- Chapter 41: Battle Royale
- Chapter 42: Convergence
- Chapter 43: Capture
- Chapter 44: Phuket
- Chapter 45: Never Let You Go
- Chapter 46: Lo Prang
- Chapter 47: New Horizons
- Chapter 48: Access Denied
- Chapter 49: Caged
- Chapter 50: Detox
- Chapter 51: Unknowns
- Chapter 52: Sail Away
- Chapter 53: Perspective
- Chapter 54: Brother in Arms
- Chapter 55: Old Flames
- Chapter 56: En Route
- Chapter 57: The Freedom Trail
- Chapter 58: Alone Together
- Chapter 59: Visions
- Chapter 60: War Stories
- Chapter 61: The Price of Freedom
- Chapter 62: Up the Coast
- Chapter 63: Decisions
- Chapter 64: Storm Warnings
- Chapter 65: A Matter of Principle
- Chapter 66: Halting State
- Chapter 67: Far from Home
- Chapter 68: Escape
- Chapter 69: The Plan
- Chapter 70: Mission Eve
- Chapter 71: Liberation
- Chapter 72: Into the Storm
- Chapter 73: Mother, Mother
- Chapter 74: A Last Debate
- Chapter 75: Sanctuary
- Chapter 76: Prior Days
- Chapter 77: End of the Road
- Chapter 78: Truth Out
- Chapter 79: Prelude to Violence
- Chapter 80: Brave Girl
- Chapter 81: Assault on Apyar Kyun
- Chapter 82: Friendly Fire
- Chapter 83: Daddy Dearest
- Chapter 84: All Together Now
- Chapter 85: Signal Strength
- Chapter 86: Against the Tide
- Chapter 87: Necessary Evil
- EPILOGUE: SATURDAY NOVEMBER 3RD, 2040
- Chapter 88: Safe and Sound
- Chapter 89: Two Scandals
- Chapter 90: My Daughter, My Self
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- The Science of Crux
- Imprint
After a little more persuasion, they did.
An hour later she was three miles from the village, going uphill, cutting across terraced rice paddies with their genetically hacked crop, everything she owned in the pack on her back. A bare sliver of moon glinted off the puddles in the paddies. Predawn mist pooled in the lowlands below her.
Baby-stealers, the men she’d questioned had called the people from orphanage. Mae mot. Witch doctors. Sorcerers.
Superstitions still ran deep, here in the remote villages of the South.
Three hours and a dozen miles later, the sky was brightening in the east, and she’d found her goal. It was on a hilltop, what looked to be a cluster of buildings, surrounded by a rock wall topped with an electrified fence. The main gate was wood reinforced with steel.
Easy enough to get in. But her goal wasn’t an assault. It was, what? Redemption? New purpose? Family?
It was to find other children like Mai.
Sam took off her pack, sat herself down in front of the gate, with her legs crossed, and opened her floodgates, letting the Nexus nodes in her brain project her thoughts outward.
Then she began to meditate. She started with anapana, the meditation of the breath, then worked to vipassana, meditation of awareness of the body. Her mind stilled, she turned at last to the three thousand year-old practice called metta, the meditation of loving-kindness. She held her mind as calm and clear as the surface of an untouched pool of water.
Then she let the compassion rise out of her, from a deep and bottomless well. She directed the compassion outwards. At her dead sister, innocent until the end. At her dead parents, who’d done the best they could. At Nakamura, who’d saved her young life at age fourteen, and become her mentor, the closest thing in her life to a father. At the colleagues she’d left behind at the ERD. At poor little Mai, who’d helped her so much in such a short time, and who was dead because of her. At all the men and women who’d died that night in Bangkok.
She directed her loving-kindness at the ones she’d killed herself. At Wats, who’d saved her life twice in the span of five minutes, and given his own in exchange. At Kade, who’d built the thing in her mind that she’d loathed and that she now so loved. At Feng and Shu who’d saved them, as inscrutable as they were. At Ananda who’d taken them in and taught her so much. At Vipada and the monks who’d put their lives on the line to defend her and Kade. At poor Warren Becker, who’d deserved better than the death that had assured his silence.