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Chapters (101)
  1. PROLOGUE: JULY 2040
  2. Symphonic
  3. This Changes Everything
  4. Home at Last
  5. Darkness
  6. OCTOBER 2040
  7. Chapter 1: Taken
  8. Chapter 2: On the Move
  9. Chapter 3: Domestic Bliss
  10. Chapter 4: Transitions
  11. Chapter 5: Not quite a Hero
  12. Chapter 6: Q & A
  13. Chapter 7: Dreams and Nightmares
  14. Chapter 8: A Good Life
  15. Chapter 9: Consequences
  16. Chapter 10: The Mission
  17. Chapter 11: Clouds on the Horizon
  18. Chapter 12: Potential
  19. Chapter 13: Bo Tat
  20. Chapter 14: Good Night, Shanghai
  21. Chapter 15: Means, Motive, Opportunity
  22. Chapter 16: Only Forward
  23. Chapter 17: Surprise Encounter
  24. Chapter 18: Friends
  25. Chapter 19: The Long Goodbye
  26. Chapter 20: Shutdown
  27. Chapter 21: Regress
  28. Chapter 22: Memories
  29. Chapter 23: Cat and Mouse
  30. Chapter 24: Angry Daddy
  31. Chapter 25: Ambush
  32. Chapter 26: Asian Travels
  33. Chapter 27: Heaven
  34. Chapter 28: The Family
  35. Chapter 29: Neanderthals
  36. Chapter 30: Bonding
  37. Chapter 31: Stuck in a Moment
  38. Chapter 32: Separation Anxiety
  39. Chapter 33: Confrontation
  40. Chapter 34: Most to Gain
  41. Chapter 35: Last Words
  42. Chapter 36: Gods and Monsters
  43. Chapter 37: Preparations
  44. Chapter 38: Information Extraction
  45. Chapter 39: Where it Ends
  46. Chapter 40: Hell
  47. Chapter 41: Battle Royale
  48. Chapter 42: Convergence
  49. Chapter 43: Capture
  50. Chapter 44: Phuket
  51. Chapter 45: Never Let You Go
  52. Chapter 46: Lo Prang
  53. Chapter 47: New Horizons
  54. Chapter 48: Access Denied
  55. Chapter 49: Caged
  56. Chapter 50: Detox
  57. Chapter 51: Unknowns
  58. Chapter 52: Sail Away
  59. Chapter 53: Perspective
  60. Chapter 54: Brother in Arms
  61. Chapter 55: Old Flames
  62. Chapter 56: En Route
  63. Chapter 57: The Freedom Trail
  64. Chapter 58: Alone Together
  65. Chapter 59: Visions
  66. Chapter 60: War Stories
  67. Chapter 61: The Price of Freedom
  68. Chapter 62: Up the Coast
  69. Chapter 63: Decisions
  70. Chapter 64: Storm Warnings
  71. Chapter 65: A Matter of Principle
  72. Chapter 66: Halting State
  73. Chapter 67: Far from Home
  74. Chapter 68: Escape
  75. Chapter 69: The Plan
  76. Chapter 70: Mission Eve
  77. Chapter 71: Liberation
  78. Chapter 72: Into the Storm
  79. Chapter 73: Mother, Mother
  80. Chapter 74: A Last Debate
  81. Chapter 75: Sanctuary
  82. Chapter 76: Prior Days
  83. Chapter 77: End of the Road
  84. Chapter 78: Truth Out
  85. Chapter 79: Prelude to Violence
  86. Chapter 80: Brave Girl
  87. Chapter 81: Assault on Apyar Kyun
  88. Chapter 82: Friendly Fire
  89. Chapter 83: Daddy Dearest
  90. Chapter 84: All Together Now
  91. Chapter 85: Signal Strength
  92. Chapter 86: Against the Tide
  93. Chapter 87: Necessary Evil
  94. EPILOGUE: SATURDAY NOVEMBER 3RD, 2040
  95. Chapter 88: Safe and Sound
  96. Chapter 89: Two Scandals
  97. Chapter 90: My Daughter, My Self
  98. Acknowledgments
  99. About the Author
  100. The Science of Crux
  101. Imprint

“Phone,” he managed to say. “Clear my calendar and turn on my autoresponder. I’m sick.”

The phone beeped in the affirmative.

“Car,” he choked out the words. “Drive to the park.”

“Which park would you like as your destination?” the car asked in its silky feminine voice.

“Any,” he said. “Any of them will do.”

“I have twenty-seven parks within…” the car began.

“Aaah!” Holtzmann slammed his cane against the car’s dash in frustration and the car went silent.

His breath was coming fast. He was panting in anger.

Stupid man, he told himself. Yelling at a car.

He let his breath calm. A memory came to him. A happy day, with Anne. Fine.

“Montrose Park,” he told the car. “Montrose Park.”

“Yes, sir,” the car answered, more deferentially, some affective computing algorithm now modulating its interactions with him.

Holtzmann barely noticed. He leaned his seat back, brought up the neuromodulation interface app in his mind, the panel of dials and switches with neat labels and dry academic names. Then he dialed up a large opiate release, hit the button, and felt it course through his brain. It was sickly sweet, not glorious and ecstatic as it had been once, but even so the opiates pushed the fear and unmooring back away from him, pushed the anxiety and panic into the background, until he just didn’t care about the President or his predicament or anything else.

The car drove him to Montrose Park in a languid dream. Trees and buildings moved by in a blurring, surreal molasses. His pulse thrummed slow and low through his veins. Haltingly he told the car to park and to darken the windows. Somewhere in the Caribbean, the radio told him, a tropical storm called Zoe had thrashed Cuba, leaving buildings destroyed, fields flooded, and hundreds dead. Here, in the park beyond his car windows, it was a gorgeous hot sunny day. Thought and memory returned as the opiate surge faded. He and Anne had come here, when they were younger. They’d brought the boys here to splash around in the pool. He had hazy, happy memories of it. Heat and crowds of parents and children. Cool water on a hot day. Hot dogs bought from the snack bar.

From the parking lot he could see that pool, where he and Anne had brought the boys. Mothers and toddlers and a few young people splashed about there now. Inside his car, Holtzmann was in his own private cocoon.