“But it is important or you wouldn’t have inquired about it. What you’re contemplating is that perhaps Ronnie recommended the novel to her for the same reason that he recommended it to me. The story, in his mind, was somehow his story. And that leads us back to the question of how much he had divulged to Miss Deighton. In other words, what secret of his did she carry with her to the grave?”
“What do you think it was, Mr. Grueman?”
“I think a very nasty indiscretion has been covered up, and for some reason Ronnie was privy to it. Maybe this relates to what goes on behind bars, that is, corruption within the prison system. I don’t know but I wish I did.”
“But why hide anything when you’re facing death? Why not just go ahead and take your chances and talk?”
“That would be the rational thing to do, now, wouldn’t it? And now that I have so patiently and generously answered your probing questions, Dr. Scarpetta, perhaps you can better understand why I have been more than a little concerned about any abuse Ronnie may have received prior to his execution. You can understand better, perhaps, my passionate opposition to capital punishment, which is cruel and unusual. You don’t have to have bruises or abrasions or bleed from your nose to make it so.”
“There was no evidence of physical abuse,” I said. “Nor did we find drugs present. You have gotten my report.”
“You are being evasive,” Grueman said, knocking tobacco out of his pipe. “You are here today because you want something from me. I have given you a lot through a dialogue that I did not have to engage in. But I have been willing because I am forever in pursuit of fairness and truth, despite how I may appear to you. And there is another reason. A former student of mine is in trouble.”
“If you are referring to me, then let me remind you of your own dictum. Don’t make assumptions.”
“I don’t believe I am.”
“Then I must convey acute curiosity over this sudden charitable attitude you’re allegedly displaying toward a former student. In fact, Mr. Grueman, the word charity has never entered my mind in connection with you.”
“Perhaps, then, you don’t know the true meaning of the word. An act or feeling of goodwill, giving alms to the needy. Charity is giving to someone what he needs versus what you want to give him. I have always given you what you need. I gave you what you needed while you were my student, and I’m giving you what you need today, though the acts are expressed very differently because the needs are very different.