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Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Epilogue
  51. Author’s Note
  52. Acknowledgements
  53. Keep Reading …
  54. About the Publisher

Rahul – one of the members of Colt’s newfound army, a little Desi kid who can’t be more than twelve – chucks his gun Colt’s way. Colt snatches it, basically spamming the trigger, only for a weak spurt of green water to come out.

‘Nice going, Captain Personable.’ I grab some more purple from the bag of some passing aunty, and I don’t hesitate to smear it all across Colt’s cheek, completely unaware of how close we’re suddenly standing to each other until my hand comes away from his clean-shaven jaw. ‘And for the record, happy Holi.’

A smile spreads across his face, as spattered with colour as it is. He spins the little water gun on his index finger. ‘Happy it definitely is.’

I roll my eyes. He’s so damn tacky. Except he uses my moment of ignorance as an opportunity to steal some colour, because I feel the sprinkling of powder on my forehead, and my gaze snaps right to him. With a laugh, he opens his hand, revealing a massive mound of red powder. ‘I’m not gonna throw it. That’d be cheating.’

‘You don’t need to be chivalrous.’ Or does he? There’s something sweet about it: the patient look on his face, laced with longing. ‘Looks like anything goes here.’ I gesture to the full-out colour war going on around us.

Colt, even so, flicks his gaze to the rest of the red in his hand. ‘May I?’

Oh, honey. You’re a couple. Yeah, of course he may. For the narrative, I remind myself when I nod yes.

His fingers brush my cheek, leaving behind a trail of coloured powder, and my eyes find his light-hearted smile. It takes some effort to remind myself that this is for everyone else’s benefit.

‘Happy Holi, May,’ he whispers, stormy eyes glimmering. His touch traces tracks of red down the side of my neck before dropping off. Goosebumps spread all over my body at just that much. No matter how many times I force my mind to put the brakes on, instinct just has to have its way. Maybe all signs are trying to tell me something, but I can’t afford to read them.

I turn my attention to something I can actually control instead.

‘You’re easy to distract.’

Palming Colt’s tiny water gun, I trigger it straight at his chest, the barrel pressed right against him, and he looks down in alarm, and then amusement, as the green spreads across the fabric of his beige hoodie.

‘That’s actually cheating,’ he practically chokes out, clutching his heart all dramatically.

I raise an eyebrow. ‘Funny of you to say.’

‘Sure. But considering you’re the one distracting me, I think it’s fair.’