Back Cross My Heart
Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Epilogue
  51. Author’s Note
  52. Acknowledgements
  53. Keep Reading …
  54. About the Publisher

‘Weren’t so … um, bought what?’ I manage to stutter out. I barely know this guy. He’s also the last person I expected to start saying shit like ‘emotional in love’.

‘You don’t have to keep playing dumb.’ He smiles wryly with a shrug. ‘It’s so obvious you two aren’t actually in a relationship.’

My jaw nearly falls straight to the floor of the bleachers. He’s been here for less than a week. There’s no way.

Concern enters Rod’s eyes, and he bounds up the stairs of the bleachers, gesturing to the empty spot beside me. I nod, and he awkwardly takes a seat. ‘Okay, so you’re clearly falling to pieces right now. May, let me clarify, I’m not going to tell anyone. I’ve been close to Colt for years, and even though I definitely – obviously – haven’t known the guy as long as you, I’m not out to ruin your lives, that I promise.’

I met the man days ago. I’m not sure what reason I have to take anything he says as gospel, but there’s something about his presence, something genuinely warm and compassionate, that makes me think he’ll absolutely stick to his word.

‘I think I know enough to put the parts of the story together. I’m not here to do that, though,’ he says quickly. ‘I’m here ’cause clearly, part of the reason I saw right through you guys was because I know when Colt’s bullshitting. And he’s definitely bullshitting with you.’

‘Excuse me?’

‘Alright. I’m doing a terrible job at this.’ He turns to face me. ‘May, do you know why he’s here? Like, why he’s really here?’

I snort, finding a spot of dirt on my kilt to focus on. ‘That thing all the pros do. Probably to keep himself relevant while he’s injured, right? So he can get the clout he needs from “back home”?’

Rod’s next smile is a little sadder than his typical. ‘May … I’ve been debating telling you, but honestly, I want to keep this real. Because I think Colt hasn’t, and I think I know why. Has he ever, I don’t know, come up with stupid ways to avoid the stick? To try not to—’

‘Oh, to try not to lacrosse? Yeah, making me bin that dumb shot,’ I cut in with a little huff. ‘I get the knee injury. But come on. Not being able to touch a ball and stick is a little much. What about it?’

‘After Colt dislocated his knee last season,’ starts Rod, ‘he met a couple of complications that honestly weren’t expected to happen at all. We were all ready for a smooth recovery, to have our captain back, but instead Colt got a shitshow, in the form of inflammation so bad it was still fuckin’ braced up at Christmas time.’