Back Cross My Heart
Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Epilogue
  51. Author’s Note
  52. Acknowledgements
  53. Keep Reading …
  54. About the Publisher

May sighs. She reaches out and presses her hand to my left one where I’ve been rubbing it nervously against my thigh. ‘I am completely fine, Colt. He’s just some uppity rodeo dickhead. It’s nothing new. My dad told me about some of the guys he rode with when he was younger. I should’ve known—’

‘It’s not your responsibility to know anything in that situation.’ My voice comes out more upset than I’m prepared for. Gruff? Absolutely not. ‘It’s his responsibility to stop at “no”.’

May nods steadily, shifting her brown-eyed gaze towards the ring. ‘I appreciate that, Colt.’

She gives my hand a soft squeeze, and I see that her appreciation isn’t just words. It’s more than that – it’s someone who’s always thought it was her against the world recognizing that she’s not alone. I know it well, because I recently started to realize the same thing.

The rodeo incident sits fresh in my brain for a couple days after the fact. I give May the same space I usually do, let her do her thing, but the ‘text me when you get there’ messages become more frequent during the rest of the week. Just the way that guy looked at her … ugh.

That Wednesday, the National College Lacrosse Association wraps up seeding all the teams, a longer process than usual owing to extremely close scores for the season, and the bracket comes out as we wait on the field, gathered around Coach Dillon’s laptop with bated breath. With a stunning record this year, we’re hoping for a good spot that will put the Riders straight through to the first round of the playoffs.

‘First round,’ Maddie hums, eyes squeezed shut and fingers crossed. ‘Please. Please. Please—’

‘It’s here!’ Coach announces, and the girls are immediately pushing forward in a bid to get a glance at the screen.

May grabs my arm, eyes wide. ‘Oh my god. Okay. We got …’

The both of us lean in, and the groan we share is immediate. Great. I thought we’d have been seeded higher, but we fell right in the middle of the pack, second fiddle to the East Coast lacrosse schools. And our first match of the playoffs, first round, will be against …

‘Alabama?’ Brianna presses a hand to her forehead. ‘May, look at this bracket! We’re against ’Bama!’

‘Damn it,’ grumbles May. ‘Alabama …’

‘Took you guys out last year,’ I finish for her. Yikes. I mean, they could have been a lower seed and really got stuck with a terrific team as their playoff match-up, so this might be the best-case scenario, but the lore goes deep. Playing a team that knocked you out of the national playoffs always holds double weight.