Back Cross My Heart Save as PDF
Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Epilogue
  51. Author’s Note
  52. Acknowledgements
  53. Keep Reading …
  54. About the Publisher

Mrs Bradley sighs, taking a seat on the couch in the living room. She waves me over and I oblige, sitting down beside her. ‘We were in Boston about a year when I had my visiting professorship. Up and moved everything that summer. My husband even found a position as a guest physician at the School of Medicine so he could be there with me. Colt, though, he wanted more from that place. So he applied, got in, and before we knew it, University of Boston. We could scarcely believe it. He struck it big on the UB lax team – Division One. That had done more than enough for his chances to go pro. And then, three years later, the draft came. The offer was literally instantaneous. He was the third pick. New Haven. Suddenly, our son was all over the sports channels, all over social media, an overnight phenomenon, and that was when I knew that boy had given up the Oklahoma in him to become a New Englander. Everyone else loved him so much all at once, but I was in your boat.’ She smiles sadly. ‘I just hoped he still remembered us. Home.’

‘Mrs Bradley …’ She took the words right out of my mouth, honestly. I remember feeling deceived. Lied to. I had my own problems, but Colt parading around as if this town, these people, hadn’t cultivated his talent, made my skin crawl.

‘Then the injury happened.’ She presses her hands to her knees. ‘It was a long few months. After the complications and all. As quickly as he’d wanted to be in Boston back in high school, he wanted nothing more than to come home now. I wasn’t sure what had got into him, but I knew it was more than the bad knee. Except …’ With a forlorn laugh, she shakes her head, almost guiltily. ‘I was glad. I felt awful for it, but I was glad he finally wanted to be back. Is that so wrong?’

Maybe not, I want to say. I thought I was pissed he’d come back, and yet there were moments I was, as twisted as it was, grateful he was here. Grateful he’d helped us pick up the pieces of our house after the storm. Grateful he’d taped up my wrist for me. Was I grateful that he’d looked up at the crowd and kissed me, right in front of the whole town? That, I’m still working on figuring out. I think.

‘When he left the way he did,’ I finally say, ‘I wanted him to come back for a couple weeks afterward. I oscillated between this weird sense of longing and this red-hot anger. And then I accepted it. That was the way it would be. So when he did come back, I didn’t expect to feel … the same way as you, I guess.’