Chapters (57)
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Dedication
- Acknowledgements
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- Teaser chapter
Without much hope, she went for the knob, but the thing turned easily—to her relief, he hadn’t locked himself in. Cracking the door, she saw a bare foot and an ankle in the dim light from outside. He was evidently sitting on the floor in the corner by the shower.
“Mind if I come in?” she asked, pushing her way into the room . . .
Dear God . . . he was curled into himself, his face on his biceps, his arm up and blocking his face, his bruised hand lying on his hair. He was breathing hard, his shoulders rising and falling.
He was sobbing. Sobbing in that restrained, manly way where he barely let any of it out, his choked inhales the only thing that clued her in.
Grier approached him slowly and sat down beside him. When she put her hand lightly on his bare shoulder, he jumped.
“Shhh . . . it’s just me.”
He didn’t look at her and she was willing to bet if he’d been able to, he would have told her to get out. But he couldn’t. And all she could do was sit with him and gently soothe him with touch.
“It’s okay,” she murmured, knowing there was no reason to ask about the whys: There were a lot to choose from. “You’re all right. . . . It’s okay. . . .”
“It’s really not,” he said hoarsely. “It’s so not. I’m . . . not. . . .”
“Come here.” She tugged at him, not really expecting him to give in . . . but he did. He turned to her and let her wrap her arms around him as if he were a wild beast who had decided to be tamed for a short time. He was so big that she couldn’t reach far, but she made what contact she had count and put her face in his cropped hair.
“Shhh . . . you’re all right. . . .” As she murmured the lie over and over again, she wanted to say something else, but that was the only thing that came to her—even though she had to agree with him. Nothing about the situation was fine. Neither of them was all right.
And she had the sense that “okay” was not going to fit the way things ended between them. Or for him.
“I still don’t know how,” he said after a while.
“How what?”
“That you knew I was having my nightmare.”
As she frowned in the darkness, she stroked his hair. “Ah . . . you wouldn’t believe me if I told you.”
“Try me.”
“An angel came into my room.” There was a beat of silence. “He was . . . magnificent. A warrior . . . he woke me up and pointed to the door and I knew it was because of you.” Just so she didn’t sound freakish, she tacked on, “I guess I was dreaming, too.”
“Guess so.”
“Yeah.” Because angels didn’t exist any more than vampires and werewolves did.