Chapters (28)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- PART I
- HOME AGAIN
- 1 WRAPPED IN LIGHTNING, WEEPING THUNDER
- 2 THEY ALWAYS COME BACK HOME
- 3 WINDOWS OF THE SOUL
- 4 A DARK AND STORMY NIGHT
- 5 ANOTHER AWKWARD CONVERSATION
- 6 LIKE LIGHTNING, BRIDGING THE SKY
- PART II
- 7 THE ROLES WE CHOOSE OURSELVES
- 8 EVERYONE HAS A MASK
- 9 AND THEN THERE WERE HORSES
- PART III
- 10 WHERE THE SHADOW MEETS THE SEA
- 11 UNDER THE EAVES, WHERE SWALLOWS SLEEP
- 12 ALL THE DROWNED CHILDREN
- 13 THE BROKEN CROWN
- 14 CAME TUMBLING AFTER
- PART IV
- 15 A HEART OF WIRE AND GLASS
- EPILOGUE
- Also by Seanan McGuire
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Sumi shuddered—not as theatrically as she normally would have. This wasn’t something to be seen. It was something she felt all the way down to her bones, which were the only remaining part of her original body.
“My parents,” she said. “They were like Nancy’s but the other way around, chasing monochrome instead of spectrums. They didn’t understand. Thought if they threw enough gray and gray and gray at me, I’d forget I’d seen rainbows and learn how to be their little sparrow-girl again. She died in Confection and I rose from her ashes, a pretty pastry phoenix. I need my color. It keeps me breathing when I see me in the mirror at midnight.”
“Exactly.” Kade slung a measuring tape around his neck and grabbed a stack of charcoal trousers. “Jack is literally in someone else’s body. That’s got to be like dysphoria squared. She’s scared and confused and she needs to be anchored. Get that shoe box for me, would you?”
Sumi picked up the box. “Is it full of bees?”
Kade eyed her. “I don’t want to know why you think I’d have a box of bees up here. No, it’s not full of bees. It’s full of gloves. Jack’s gloves. Jill always had less muscle mass than her sister, so I’m guessing I’ll need to do some alterations on the rest of her clothing if I want it to fit her correctly, but the gloves? Those should be fine.”
“That will help,” said Sumi, looking approvingly at the box. “Jack doesn’t like it when the world touches her.”
“I know. Come on. I don’t want you up here unsupervised.”
Sumi dimpled, looking young and innocent and terribly dangerous all at the same time. “What could I possibly do that would be so awful?”
“Everything. Every moment of the day. Since you were born.” Kade waited in the doorway until Sumi flounced past him, then closed the door as he followed her.
They’d have to involve Eleanor eventually. She liked it when the students were self-sufficient, and didn’t believe in coddling them; after all, they’d seen wonders beyond their apparent ages, had fought monsters and saved kingdoms. Surely they could go about their business without being smothered by the nearest available adult. She’d still want to know that Jack was back, and that something terrible had happened in the Moors. She’d want to help.
Or she would have, once. Eleanor had been less and less invested in the daily operation of the school since Lundy’s death. All the current teachers were adults who thought they worked at some sort of strange boarding school for the children of eccentric hippies: they didn’t know about the doors, or the wonders they concealed. Eleanor continued to handle student intake, and had taken over Lundy’s daily therapy sessions, but she was slipping.