Chapters (23)
“I’m sleepy, but I can hold out another hour before I go to bed. I have to go to work tomorrow and can’t very well take a nap at the office.”
“That’s good,” Sara said. “Someone called my home around one this afternoon. That was you, right? I keep forgetting to check my messages and just noticed I missed a call.”
“That was me.”
“I was out shopping in the neighborhood.”
“Um,” Tsukuru said.
“But you didn’t leave a message.”
“I’m not very good at leaving phone messages. I get kind of nervous and don’t know what to say.”
“You could have at least said your name.”
“You’re right. I should have at least done that.”
She paused for a moment. “I was quite worried about you, you know. Whether your trip went well. You should have left a short message.”
“I’m sorry. I know, I should have,” Tsukuru apologized. “By the way, what did you do today?”
“I did the laundry and went shopping. Cooked, cleaned the kitchen and the bathroom. Sometimes I need that kind of quiet day off.” She fell silent for a while. “So, were you able to take care of everything in Finland?”
“I got to see Kuro,” Tsukuru said. “The two of us had a good long talk. Olga really helped me out.”
“I’m glad. She’s a nice girl, isn’t she?”
“She really is.” He told her about driving an hour and a half out of Helsinki to a beautiful lakeside town to see Eri (or Kuro). How she lived in a summer cottage there with her husband, her two young daughters, and a dog. How she and her husband made pottery in a small studio nearby.
“She looked happy,” Tsukuru said. “Life in Finland seems to agree with her.” Except for some nights during the long dark winter—but he didn’t say this.
“Was it worth going all the way to Finland?” Sara asked.
“I think so. There are some things you can only talk about face-to-face. It cleared up a lot of things for me. Not that I’ve found all the answers, but it was definitely worthwhile. On an emotional level, I mean.”
“That’s wonderful. I’m very happy to hear it.”
A short silence followed. A suggestive silence, as if it were measuring the direction of the wind. Then Sara spoke.
“Your voice sounds different. Or am I just imagining things?”
“I don’t know. Maybe it’s because I’m tired. I’ve never been on a plane for that long before.”
“But there were no problems?”
“No, no real problems. There’s so much I need to tell you, but once I start, I know it’s going to take a long time. I’d like to see you soon and tell you the whole story, from start to finish.”