Chapters (23)
“That’s weird,” Sara said. And she smiled.
“Next month I should be able to take a break from work,” Tsukuru said. “Once I get to that point, I’m thinking of going to Finland. I’ve cleared it with my boss, and there’s no problem with me taking time off.”
“When you’ve set the dates, I can arrange the travel schedule for you. Plane tickets, hotel reservations, and the like.”
“I appreciate it,” Tsukuru said.
She lifted her glass and took a sip of water. She traced the lip of the glass with her finger.
“What was your time in high school like?” Tsukuru asked.
“I didn’t stand out very much. I was on the handball team. I wasn’t pretty, and my grades were just so-so.”
“You’re sure you’re not being modest?”
She laughed and shook her head. “Modesty is a wonderful virtue, but it doesn’t suit me. It’s true, I didn’t stand out at all. I don’t think I meshed well with the whole education system. I never was a teacher’s pet, or had any underclassmen who thought I was cool. There was no sign of any boyfriends, and I had a bad case of acne. I owned every Wham! CD imaginable, and always wore the boring white underwear my mother bought for me. But I did have a few good friends. Two of them. We were never as close a group as you five, but we were good friends and could tell each other anything. They helped me get through those dull teenage years.”
“Do you still see them?”
She nodded. “Yes, we’re still good friends. They’re both married, with children, so we can’t meet that often, but we do get together for dinner every once in a while, and talk nonstop for three hours. We tell each other everything.”
The waiter brought over the lemon soufflé and espresso. Sara dug right in. Lemon soufflé seemed to have been the right choice after all. Tsukuru looked back and forth between Sara, as she ate, and the steam that rose from her espresso.
“Do you have any friends now?” Sara asked.
“No, nobody I would call a friend.”
Only the four people back in his Nagoya days were what he could have called friends. After that, although for just a short time, Haida was something close to it. But there was nobody else.
“Aren’t you lonely without friends?”
“I don’t know,” Tsukuru said. “Even if I had some, I don’t think I’d be able to open up and share secrets.”
Sara laughed. “Women find that necessary. Though sharing secrets is only one function of a friend.”
“Of course.”
“Would you like a bite of this soufflé? It’s delicious.”
“No, you go ahead and finish it.”