Chapters (68)
- Dedication
- Clancy of The Overflow
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Author’s Note
- About the Author
‘Yes.’ Clancy saw that the promise Maria had exacted was a gift to her husband too. ‘I bet you ten guineas Rose can find ten plants in a day that you’ve never noticed.’
‘Luckily I have a remittance man’s allowance,’ said Ethelred. He hesitated. ‘I know Maria encouraged you. But have you truly thought what this marriage will mean? Not just to you, but to your children?’
‘Yes.’
‘And you are still sure?’
‘No,’ said Clancy honestly. ‘I am sure of my love for her. Sure no other woman could ever meet the heart of my life as she does. But giving up all chance of society, seeing our children, if we have any, shunned? No, I’m not sure. But nor can I imagine any other future than asking her to be my wife.’ He hesitated in his turn. ‘Ethelred — what did you truly feel about Maria’s . . .’ He could not say the word.
‘Disfigurement?’ Ethelred suggested the word with a twist of anguish mixed with humour. ‘It horrified me, at first, though I hope she never knew it. I was lucky that I first knew her while I was too dazed to react; that by the time I could speak to her I could see beyond what the tumour had done to her.’
‘You really never regretted the deformity?’
‘Of course I did,’ said Ethelred gently. ‘Never to go to Sydney to lectures with my wife? To choose only the most . . . tactful or oblivious . . . of my friends to visit? See the look on each new servant’s face? I regretted it many times. But I never once felt I had made the wrong choice. I . . . I have been privileged well beyond the lot of normal men, to have had a woman by my side who shared my life in every way possible, matching my passions and visions with her own.’
As Rose will, if she agrees to spend her life with me, thought Clancy.
‘I think, perhaps, that love is dealt out justly. For every love we must pay an equal price in pain, or deprivation.’ Ethelred was silent for a moment, looking at the river, a flight of herons sweeping to the sky. ‘I will never have another love like hers, nor a companionship like ours, even if I marry again, as I promised her I would. That too is the price of all those years of love.’
‘You truly would welcome Rose here?’
‘Most certainly. As would any friend I might have here.’ He smiled, a true smile for the first time since Maria’s death. ‘An articulate native woman who knows the plants and traditions of her people? I know men who would like to engage your Rose in conversation for a dozen years.’
‘That is not the same as dining with her.’