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Chapters (68)
  1. Dedication
  2. Clancy of The Overflow
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Chapter 2
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Chapter 12
  15. Chapter 13
  16. Chapter 14
  17. Chapter 15
  18. Chapter 16
  19. Chapter 17
  20. Chapter 18
  21. Chapter 19
  22. Chapter 20
  23. Chapter 21
  24. Chapter 22
  25. Chapter 23
  26. Chapter 24
  27. Chapter 25
  28. Chapter 26
  29. Chapter 27
  30. Chapter 28
  31. Chapter 29
  32. Chapter 30
  33. Chapter 31
  34. Chapter 32
  35. Chapter 33
  36. Chapter 34
  37. Chapter 35
  38. Chapter 36
  39. Chapter 37
  40. Chapter 38
  41. Chapter 39
  42. Chapter 40
  43. Chapter 41
  44. Chapter 42
  45. Chapter 43
  46. Chapter 44
  47. Chapter 45
  48. Chapter 46
  49. Chapter 47
  50. Chapter 48
  51. Chapter 49
  52. Chapter 50
  53. Chapter 51
  54. Chapter 52
  55. Chapter 53
  56. Chapter 54
  57. Chapter 55
  58. Chapter 56
  59. Chapter 57
  60. Chapter 58
  61. Chapter 59
  62. Chapter 60
  63. Chapter 61
  64. Chapter 62
  65. Chapter 63
  66. Chapter 64
  67. Author’s Note
  68. About the Author

He had not even tried. She had not even known enough of life to realise such simplicity might be tolerable, even enjoyable, and demand that he give them to her. Possibly, probably, she would have refused to live in a cottage with a clerk for a husband. But he should at least have offered her the choice.

Once the bodies were laid in the earth, one small, one even smaller, each wrapped in a silk quilt, a little moth-eaten now, the edges nibbled by mice; once the soil, so hard to dig he had needed a crowbar to fashion the hole, had been replaced, he dug six post holes; cut six posts; then laid four poles on them, wired securely to make a fence. The fence would not stop the sheep or roos from nibbling at whatever grew there — nor did he want it to, otherwise the grave would be a patch of weeds in the dust of Overflow.

No funeral. No investigation either, for which he was grateful. Old Drinkwater was the local magistrate. He would understand only too well what had happened. Clancy would send him a letter, and another to send to the church at Gibber’s Creek, asking that someone might travel to Overflow to give a memorial service. Flora was an Anglican. He suspected that a Catholic priest would more likely be a visitor to the debris of a gold-mining town like Gibber’s Creek. But words were words and God was God and if there were a God and mercy and heaven, Flora and Clementine were in His arms now.

He prayed they were. He prayed that God existed, that something existed in which someone could have faith, could trust. But he did not have the right prayers to create them.

Nor could he fully articulate even what he felt, except loss and guilt and anger. Anger at Ezekiel, who might have made his daughter-in-law’s lot so much easier, who had promised her family so much, but not delivered it. Yet even as he thought it, Clancy knew that was unfair. Ezekiel Clancy had no true idea of the cost of a gentleman’s life. Even before the flood, Overflow had been stretched to support the gracious life of Rosemere. Ezekiel had made a fortune from breeding sheep with good wool, but it had taken his son decades to realise that despite this, the ex-convict with no formal education was not a good businessman, or even a competent one.

He was angry at God, for giving rain and then withdrawing it; angry at Flora, who had closed her eyes not just for the minute it must have taken Clementine to drown, but to all the possibilities of a good life at Overflow. But mostly, of course, the anger was directed at himself.

Flora had trusted him. Clementine had trusted him. He had let them die.