Chapters (19)
My younger self looked away angrily, and Tobruk gave him a pitying look. “You don’t have a clue why Richard sent us, do you?”
“He wants the girl.”
“So why doesn’t he do it himself?”
My younger self shrugged. “We’re apprentices. They get us to do their work.”
Tobruk gave a wave as if acknowledging the point. “He wants us to prove ourselves, see? Show what we can do.”
My younger self gave Tobruk a puzzled look and Tobruk laughed, slinging an arm around his shoulders. “You’re so cute. Stick with me, huh? I’ll take care of you.” His grip tightened. “Till Richard doesn’t want you.”
My younger self struggled to get out of Tobruk’s grip. Tobruk held on for a few seconds, just to prove he could, then let go. My younger self backed off, rubbing his neck and glaring at Tobruk. Tobruk didn’t look back but instead walked into the canyon, passing out of the light and into the shadow as he picked his way between the rocks. After a few seconds my younger self followed.
“So what?” my younger self said after a minute. The canyon entrance was narrowing behind them as they went deeper. “You want to be the one to bring her in?”
Tobruk shrugged. “Why do you want to be there?” my younger self asked.
“’Cause I’m fucking tired of driving you round the desert,” Tobruk said. “Those bitches are going to screw it up. They don’t have the balls to finish it and the girl’s going to go running off and I’ll have to find her again.”
“They . . .” My younger self paused. “Wait, what do you mean, ‘finish it’?”
“He just wants the girl, right?”
My younger self stared at him. Tobruk shot a grin over his shoulder. “Losing your nerve?”
My younger self stopped. Tobruk didn’t, and my younger self had to hurry to catch up. “It’s not that . . .” he began. “Look, I don’t think we—”
“Out in the desert where no one’ll see,” Tobruk said. He sounded bored again. “That’s what you said, right? This was your idea.”
“But . . .” My younger self’s face was uncertain. “We don’t have to do this.”
“So?”
“I mean, we don’t have to do it this way. We could—I don’t know. Knock him out or something.”
Tobruk turned to look at my younger self, eyebrows raised. “So?”
My younger self hesitated.
Tobruk shook his head. “Just shut up and stay out of the way.”