Chapters (31)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Acknowledgments
- More from the Author
- About the Author
The two boys look back at him, surprised, but keep walking.
Lucky sits down, and after a few moments, the anger drains from his features.
“You didn’t have to do that,” I tell him in a quiet voice. “But thank you.”
“Don’t mention it.” He stares across the harbor, watching a sailboat. “And as to what we were discussing before we were interrupted by the scum of the earth … I agree to your truce. And don’t worry about the other thing. It’s already forgotten. It also didn’t have anything to do with my decision at the police station that night.”
Okay. I don’t know what to say to that.
“Now,” he says, holding out a hand, “can I please see your work? It’s the least you can do, since I’m painting parking spaces at Summers & Co. You pretty much owe me forever, and I will milk that favor.”
“Thought you weren’t a dirtbag.”
And there’s the smile again. Barely, but there. It flicks on a switch inside my chest and makes me feel like I’m glowing from the inside out.
“But I am a jackass, remember?” he says.
I pass him my portfolio. “How can I forget, when you keep reminding me?”
He chuckles briefly and unzips the leather binder to browse the pages of photographs. It’s obviously only a selection of my work, and I’ve included a smattering of things outside my wheelhouse to show range—a black-and-white portrait of my mom, a cityscape at night, a bookstore cat, and an action shot of traffic. But the bulk of the prints are photos of my signs. Two years’ worth. And watching Lucky pore over them, his paint-flecked fingers gingerly holding the page corners, the black cat tattoo staring back at me from his hand … It makes me feel self-conscious and expectant. Exposed. As if he’s stripping off layers of my clothes with each turn of the page.
I want him to say something. I want him to give it back to me. I want him to like what I’ve done. I don’t know what I want.
“Wow. These are …” He nods silently. “Really, really good.”
Oh. I exhale, relieved and spinning like a top. “Yeah?”
“These are all shot on film? Like, real film? Is that why they look this way?”
I’m so happy he asked. I wasn’t doing any of this work when we knew each other. I was barely interested in photography back then. All of this is new stuff to share with him, and suddenly it feels like I’ve only been away on a long trip, and we’re just catching up.