Chapters (31)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Acknowledgments
- More from the Author
- About the Author
One by one, he tugs off my sneakers while I remove my life jacket. We both empty our pockets. Then he urges me off the chair and leads me to the back of the boat, where we step down onto a half-moon deck that curves around the tail. We sit side by side on the inner edge of the moon, legs dangling into the warm water. It … feels really nice, actually.
“How’s your seasickness?”
“Huh?”
A smile splits his face. “See? Your signals aren’t scrambled. Baby steps, Josie. Baby steps.”
Before I can respond, he slides off into the harbor, feet first. A seal slipping off a rock into the ocean. He holds his nose and disappears under the surface for a moment. And when he reemerges, he’s glistening, hair slicked back, lashes blinking away water.
“Feels fantastic today,” he says, kicking in place with his feet. “You ready?”
“For what?” I say, terrified.
He swims below me and reaches up to grip my hips with sun-kissed arms. “Just hold on to the deck with your hands and slide on in, feet first. I’ll catch you, don’t worry. I won’t let you drown. Lifeguard training with the Red Cross when I was fifteen. Totally certified.”
“Seriously?”
“Yep.”
“You have those super tight lifeguard trunks and everything?”
“Nope. Mom wanted me to do it, but I started working on the motorcycle instead,” he says, grinning and a little breathless. He playfully slaps my hip with a firm hand. “Come on, Saint-Martin. On three, two, one.”
“I’m not ready!” I shout, but I slip into the water anyway with a terrible splash.
Warm, briny water engulfs me and soaks my clothes as gravity pulls me down. For a shocking moment, I’m terrified that I’ll plunge right through the surface. That I’ll keep going. The harbor is endless and deep, and I accidently suck in salty water, but—
Steady hands snag under my arms.
“I’ve got you,” he says. “Stop fighting me. Put your arms around my neck. There you go. Okay, okay.”
I only put one arm around his neck. The other I use to grip the deck of the boat. “I can’t do this!” I tell him. “I’ll pull us both under.”
“Nope, you won’t. Look at my face. Hey, hey. Look at me.”
I look at him, and he smiles at me, head just above the water’s surface. I can feel his legs kicking below. And after I stop panicking, he tells me how he’s doing it, like an eggbeater. And how I can do it too, if I hold on to his shoulders from a little farther away. The funny thing is, I actually am able to.
“I’m doing it!”
“You are.”
“I’m kicking.”
“You’re treading water.”
“I’m treading!”
“Kablam.”