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Chapters (49)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Praise for Charlotte
  4. Dedication
  5. 1811
  6. 1818–1819
  7. CHAPTER II
  8. CHAPTER III
  9. CHAPTER IV
  10. CHAPTER V
  11. CHAPTER VI
  12. CHAPTER VII
  13. CHAPTER VIII
  14. CHAPTER IX
  15. CHAPTER X
  16. CHAPTER XI
  17. CHAPTER XII
  18. 1811
  19. CHAPTER XIV
  20. CHAPTER XV
  21. CHAPTER XVI
  22. 1819
  23. CHAPTER XVIII
  24. CHAPTER XIX
  25. CHAPTER XX
  26. CHAPTER XXI
  27. 1812–1813
  28. CHAPTER XXIII
  29. CHAPTER XXIV
  30. CHAPTER XXV
  31. CHAPTER XXVI
  32. 1819
  33. 1815
  34. 1819
  35. CHAPTER XXX
  36. CHAPTER XXXI
  37. CHAPTER XXXII
  38. CHAPTER XXXIII
  39. CHAPTER XXXIV
  40. CHAPTER XXXV
  41. CHAPTER XXXVI
  42. 1820
  43. CHAPTER XXXVIII
  44. 1839
  45. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  46. A NOTE ON THE TEXT
  47. READING GROUP QUESTIONS
  48. FURTHER READING
  49. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

This was, as always, the busiest time of year for Charlotte. Everything in the garden and orchard seemed to ripen at once, and the tasks of digging potatoes and roots, picking and storing fruits, preserving vegetables in vinegar and currants in syrup, brewing perry from the first green pears, seemed Sisyphean. The tinkers were back in their field on the Rosings estate, and her friends there brought her trugfuls of berries, wild greens, or mushrooms wrapped in leaves almost every other day – much appreciated additions to the table, but also requiring preparation or preservation. Outdoors, Mr Brown and Mr Collins were active in the orchards and nuttery, while she, Mrs Brown, and Katie seemed to be in a permanent state of bustle as they shuttled between garden, kitchen, pantry, and cellar.

The apples were ripening rapidly, and Charlotte had collected a bucket of windfalls for the pigs. Carrying it into the yard, she was suddenly intensely aware of the ordinary stink of animal manure, and had only time to turn to the nearest pile of straw before vomiting neatly onto it.

She stood wiping her mouth, considering the familiar prickling in the skin of her breasts, slowly turning dates over in her head. First motionless as she calculated, she almost staggered as the implications darted about like fish in her mind. The bucket was dropped, the pippins rolled across the stones: she was almost certainly pregnant.

The enormity of it was too much to grasp all at once. She abandoned the bucket, went into the kitchen, and, with unusual peremptoriness, asked the housekeeper to prepare her a tray of tea and some thinly sliced bread and butter, even though she knew this would upset the household’s morning routine. At Mrs Brown’s look of surprise, she blurted out, ‘I feel faint,’ and saw the surmise in the other woman’s face. ‘Say nothing of this to the master,’ she said, and headed for the front parlour, where she knew a fire was burning.

Here she sank down in a chair, and clasped herself, encircling her stomach. A child. Another child. And for the first time since returning home, Charlotte allowed her thoughts to return to that day at Pemberley, the early morning hour she and Jacob had stolen at the hawk house together.

Deliberately, she relived those moments after she had whirled and run back into his arms following their first kiss, clutching onto him like a sailor to wreckage. They had kissed again, and then again, greedily – and somewhere in that frantic clinging to one another, all restraint was swept away and they both knew what would follow.