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Chapters (49)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Praise for Charlotte
  4. Dedication
  5. 1811
  6. 1818–1819
  7. CHAPTER II
  8. CHAPTER III
  9. CHAPTER IV
  10. CHAPTER V
  11. CHAPTER VI
  12. CHAPTER VII
  13. CHAPTER VIII
  14. CHAPTER IX
  15. CHAPTER X
  16. CHAPTER XI
  17. CHAPTER XII
  18. 1811
  19. CHAPTER XIV
  20. CHAPTER XV
  21. CHAPTER XVI
  22. 1819
  23. CHAPTER XVIII
  24. CHAPTER XIX
  25. CHAPTER XX
  26. CHAPTER XXI
  27. 1812–1813
  28. CHAPTER XXIII
  29. CHAPTER XXIV
  30. CHAPTER XXV
  31. CHAPTER XXVI
  32. 1819
  33. 1815
  34. 1819
  35. CHAPTER XXX
  36. CHAPTER XXXI
  37. CHAPTER XXXII
  38. CHAPTER XXXIII
  39. CHAPTER XXXIV
  40. CHAPTER XXXV
  41. CHAPTER XXXVI
  42. 1820
  43. CHAPTER XXXVIII
  44. 1839
  45. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  46. A NOTE ON THE TEXT
  47. READING GROUP QUESTIONS
  48. FURTHER READING
  49. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

Charlotte assured her friend that she took no offence, as none was intended, and insisted that the news of the new child, which was hardly unexpected, was cause for congratulation, even if it did cause her some pain. ‘But I would rather have that remembrance than nothing. Where we have once loved, there will always be a tender spot. But we must strive to be rational, and to look forward with hope.’

The party broke up soon afterwards, and that night Charlotte found herself afflicted by her old tormentor – sleeplessness and the accompanying hot itching that had subsided since she had come to Pemberley. Her own words to Elizabeth notwithstanding, it was hard to be rational in the face of the twin burdens of grief and wakefulness, and she found herself wetting with tears a pillow that seemed to have turned to stone. This in turn meant that the next day began with a leaden sensation in her heart and limbs, as if she was on the verge of a headache.

Sarah, who had been much struck by her sister’s accounts of the delights of Georgiana’s chambers, now declared that she would like a turn to watch the piano man at work. And so, once again, Charlotte found herself knocking at a door, holding a child by the hand, requesting admittance. This time she was sure of her welcome, and indeed the musician ushered them in with every indication of pleasure at their company.

Sarah soon spied Georgiana’s books and hung over them longingly, eventually requesting permission to look at a translated copy of the French fairy tale, Beauty and the Beast. After checking that her daughter’s hands were clean and that the work, along with its illustrations, was indeed suitable for a child, Charlotte agreed. Sarah took herself and her new treasure across the room into the window embrasure, where she curled up behind the curtains and gave herself over to a fantastical world.

Once her daughter was settled, Herr Rosenstein turned to Charlotte with great compunction: ‘Frau Collins, I am afraid that you are not well. You look pale.’

Charlotte confessed that she had slept little the previous night, and was now troubled by the beginnings of a headache.

‘I hope no disturbing accounts from home were responsible for your troubled night. It seemed that neither you nor Frau Darcy were quite easy yesterday evening.’

‘Oh! All is well at Hunsford, I assure you. No, it was the news of Mrs Bingley’s safe delivery and the new child. Joyous as it was, it – it brought back memories.’