Not to mention Matt. I had enough on my plate just trying to get rid of him. I’d thought telling him straight out that we were over would be enough to put him off, but apparently not.

I focused on Lucas, but it was hard to follow him without watching his back muscles moving against his shirt. Or his butt. Because that wasn’t a good idea. Not at all.

He made me forget all those reasons why it wouldn’t work. In either case, I was getting ahead of myself.

Did he like me? Was that what the yearning was all about? Or was I just projecting that on him? I didn’t think so, but it wasn’t like my judgment had been completely reliable in the past.

For a moment, I decided to let go of all those reasons. To throw them out the window.

For just this little while, what was the harm in appreciating the scenery?

A few more minutes, and we reached the spot he’d mentioned. “Here you go.” He moved the branches out of the way, and all of a sudden it was like I could see Peru spread out in front of me. It was just a small piece of the country, but it felt huge.

Then I looked down and all the air left my lungs. I grabbed Lucas’ arm as my stomach flip-flopped. “Oh God. We’re so high up…” And the edge was right there. One misstep, some loose dirt underfoot, and that would be it. I’d fall down the side of the mountain.

Lucas pulled me close, until my back was pressed to his front. His arms wrapped around my waist, and I leaned back into him. “Don’t worry. I got you. You won’t fall.”

I tried to get my breathing under control.

“Close your eyes.”

He didn’t have to ask me twice. The view was breathtaking, but terrifying.

“Now, take a deep breath and feel my arms around you. Trust me to keep you safe.”

I let out the breath slowly.

“You feeling better?”

I was. Lucas made me feel safe. Taken care of. No one had ever made me feel that way before. “Yes.”

“Now, instead of looking down when you open your eyes, look out. Okay?”

“Okay.”

“Remember. I’m right here. I’m not going to let you fall.”

“Okay.”

“Open your eyes.”

I followed his command. This time, when I looked out, I felt a sense of calm and peace. I could enjoy the beauty of the area. There was so much green. The peaks of the Andes touched the clouds as far as I could see.

“When you’re ready, look down. Maybe you can sense something no one else can.” Lucas’ deep voice rumbled against my back.