I dream of the séance room in the Hotel Kardec. I’m sitting in one of the chairs, and there’s no one else there, and I can’t turn around, but I can feel the curtain move behind me, can feel something reaching for me.

“We will find you,” it whispers, bone fingers curling around the chair.

I shoot to my feet, and suddenly I’m on the Metro platform in Paris.

The train pulls away, and I see the stranger in the dark suit, tipping its hat. The skull mask beneath that seems to grimace and smile and grimace again, and then it lifts a gloved hand to the mask and pulls it away, and there’s nothing underneath, nothing but darkness and gravity.

I fall forward again, out of Paris.

I twist in time to see the bridge, my bike wrapped around the rail, before I hit the water’s surface and crash down into the river.

An icy shock, and then I’m under. I’m sinking. Drowning.

It is so cold and dark beneath the water.

A world of black—and blue.

A blue too bright to be natural light.

I look down, and see the ribbon glowing in my chest, the blue-white thread of my life, only visible in the Veil. It shines, bright as a beacon in the dark, but there’s nothing else to see. I’m all alone in the river.

Or so I think.

A hand grabs my wrist, and I gasp, twisting around.

But it’s just Jacob, his blond hair floating around his face.

“It’s okay,” he says, and his voice is crystal clear, even though we’re underwater. “It’s okay,” he says again, wrapping his arms around me. “I’m here.”

But instead of pulling me up toward the surface, he pulls me down, down, away from the light, and the air, and the world overhead.

I try to say his name, say wait, but all that comes out are bubbles. There is no air. I can’t breathe. I try to tear free, but his grip is iron, is stone, and when I twist enough to see his face, there is no face at all. Just a skull mask, the eyes empty and black. A skeletal smile, set in bone.

And when he speaks again, the voice is deep, and low, and unlike anything I’ve ever heard. I feel it in my bones.

“You belong here,” it says, holding me tight until my lungs scream, and the light inside my chest flickers, and dims, and goes out.

And we sink down through the bottomless dark.

*  *  *

I sit up with a gasp.

Morning light glares through the window, and through Jacob, who’s perched on the windowsill, tugging at a loose thread on his shirt. Mom and Dad bustle around, getting dressed.

I collapse back into the sheets, pulling a pillow over my head.