Back Bowl of Cherries
Chapters (45)
  1. Cover Page
  2. BOWL OF CHERRIES
  3. Dedication
  4. ONETHE LAST MILE
  5. TWODIXIELAND
  6. THREETHE INSPECTOR GENERAL
  7. FOURA GIRL IN THE HEART OF MARYLAND
  8. FIVECONSOLATION
  9. SIXFAREWELL TO COLLEGE JOYS
  10. SEVENCHATTERTON
  11. EIGHTTHE MARVELOUS BOY
  12. NINEBAND OF BROTHERS
  13. TENYEARNING JUST FOR YOU
  14. ELEVENTHE CANDY BOX
  15. TWELVETHE PRINCE
  16. THIRTEENFAT CHANCE
  17. FOURTEENTHE SECRET OF THE PYRAMIDS
  18. FIFTEENTHE INCENDIARY
  19. SIXTEENHEAVEN
  20. SEVENTEENKNOCKOUT
  21. EIGHTEENKEEPER OF THE FLAME
  22. NINETEENA DAUGHTER OF THE WILLIWAW
  23. TWENTYGOOD-BYE AGAIN
  24. TWENTY-ONEUNDER THE BRIDGE
  25. TWENTY-TWOINCOMING MAIL
  26. TWENTY-THREESAY NOT THE STRUGGLE NAUGHT AVAILETH
  27. TWENTY-FOURAPPOINTMENT IN COPROLIABAD
  28. TWENTY-FIVETHE SWEETHEART OF SIGMA KI
  29. TWENTY-SIXGIFTS AND ENDEARMENTS
  30. TWENTY-SEVENTHE JEWEL OF IRAQ
  31. TWENTY-EIGHTCUSTOMS OF THE COUNTRY
  32. TWENTY-NINESEE AND TALK TO LIVE NUDE GIRL
  33. THIRTYMUCH IN DEMAND
  34. THIRTY-ONETHE STONE-AGE MONARCH
  35. THIRTY-TWOTHE CAVE AND THE ETHNOGRAPHER
  36. THIRTY-THREEPLOTS AND PLANS
  37. THIRTY-FOURTHE CARRIER OF LIGHT AND POWER
  38. THIRTY-FIVETHE GOOD AMBASSADRESS
  39. THIRTY-SIXTHE SOLDIER
  40. THIRTY-SEVENQUESTIONABLE BEHAVIOR
  41. THIRTY-EIGHTPATH TO GLORY
  42. THIRTY-NINETO THE DARK TOWER
  43. FORTYCONSPIRACY
  44. FORTY-ONETHUNDER AND FLAME
  45. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“You’re a louse. Your whole head is sick.”

“Fuck you,” he said, and with that brief exchange, something ugly and evil passed between us. His mark on her was the brand of possession; by challenging it I had made for the first time in my rather uneventful life an unallayed enemy. I wanted to kill him, to scalp the lemon-colored hair from his skull, to flatten his perfect nose until it split at the seams and bloodied his face, but most of all I wanted to cornute that sadistic bastard, whose meanness was in double figures.

He said, “Look, kid, you’re not wanted. Why don’t you go to bed like a good little boy?” It was to my knowledge the most elaborate outpouring of words he had ever managed to string together.

Valerie said, “He’s got as much right here as anybody.”

He looked at her with grim censure.

“Fuck him,” he said again, and thickly, “fuck you too.”

“That’s enough!” Grady lowered his newspaper. And then gravely, almost courteously, he added, “You two have renewed my faith in juvenile churlishness.”

Derek chose not to meet his gaze. He scrambled to his feet, upsetting the checkerboard, and stormed out of the room. Hopelessly, Val looked after him. Grady said, “Don’t worry. He’ll be back.” Altogether I considered the episode a promising, an enriching, experience.

But not for long, for back he was, within a week, he and Valerie going off together, disappearing in the woods, in the back of the car, wherever, while Abby and I, like two abandoned lepers, were left to our own resources.

Our conversations at first were merely courteous, the static of politeness. Never more than muted, they would at times drift off and fade altogether, like a bad telephone connection. He’d look out the window, waiting for Val to turn up even while we were talking, his voice with me while his thoughts hovered over the woods or the car or wherever he thought she might be. So we sloughed through the swampy, extended silences until once again we’d pick up the wayward dialogue. We seemed to agree on any number of subjects I didn’t care much about, and I had the feeling that Abby didn’t either. We had become entangled in each other, a couple of alien twigs grafted to Valerie’s disregard.

When the fruits of our rhetoric withered and died altogether we played tennis, badly, which in that foul climate had the salutary effect of a cold shower, that classic cure for satyriasis. Until the day I slammed a ball over the raggedy green canvas that enclosed the court and in retrieving it found Chatterton slouched on his chrome and plastic throne like some noxious growth out of nature’s own garden.