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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover Page
  2. BOWL OF CHERRIES
  3. Dedication
  4. ONETHE LAST MILE
  5. TWODIXIELAND
  6. THREETHE INSPECTOR GENERAL
  7. FOURA GIRL IN THE HEART OF MARYLAND
  8. FIVECONSOLATION
  9. SIXFAREWELL TO COLLEGE JOYS
  10. SEVENCHATTERTON
  11. EIGHTTHE MARVELOUS BOY
  12. NINEBAND OF BROTHERS
  13. TENYEARNING JUST FOR YOU
  14. ELEVENTHE CANDY BOX
  15. TWELVETHE PRINCE
  16. THIRTEENFAT CHANCE
  17. FOURTEENTHE SECRET OF THE PYRAMIDS
  18. FIFTEENTHE INCENDIARY
  19. SIXTEENHEAVEN
  20. SEVENTEENKNOCKOUT
  21. EIGHTEENKEEPER OF THE FLAME
  22. NINETEENA DAUGHTER OF THE WILLIWAW
  23. TWENTYGOOD-BYE AGAIN
  24. TWENTY-ONEUNDER THE BRIDGE
  25. TWENTY-TWOINCOMING MAIL
  26. TWENTY-THREESAY NOT THE STRUGGLE NAUGHT AVAILETH
  27. TWENTY-FOURAPPOINTMENT IN COPROLIABAD
  28. TWENTY-FIVETHE SWEETHEART OF SIGMA KI
  29. TWENTY-SIXGIFTS AND ENDEARMENTS
  30. TWENTY-SEVENTHE JEWEL OF IRAQ
  31. TWENTY-EIGHTCUSTOMS OF THE COUNTRY
  32. TWENTY-NINESEE AND TALK TO LIVE NUDE GIRL
  33. THIRTYMUCH IN DEMAND
  34. THIRTY-ONETHE STONE-AGE MONARCH
  35. THIRTY-TWOTHE CAVE AND THE ETHNOGRAPHER
  36. THIRTY-THREEPLOTS AND PLANS
  37. THIRTY-FOURTHE CARRIER OF LIGHT AND POWER
  38. THIRTY-FIVETHE GOOD AMBASSADRESS
  39. THIRTY-SIXTHE SOLDIER
  40. THIRTY-SEVENQUESTIONABLE BEHAVIOR
  41. THIRTY-EIGHTPATH TO GLORY
  42. THIRTY-NINETO THE DARK TOWER
  43. FORTYCONSPIRACY
  44. FORTY-ONETHUNDER AND FLAME
  45. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

With a final tug of the genitals, he turned and clanked off in a military manner. The Colonel and I were alone again.

“Well, time to go,” he announced redundantly, tapping the musette bag that held his treasure. “All our explorations are before us, freighted with promise, and perhaps a surprise or two.”

“You might even surprise God.”

“Nothing surprises God,” he said. “To suppose that such was the case would be to impugn God’s omniscience. No, the world begins again, not for Him but for us. I’ll miss you, my boy.”

I supposed he would, in his fashion, if I ever happened to cross his mind. And I would miss him; rather I would miss what he might have been, what I wanted him to be. But the reality of what we were, each to the other—that I wouldn’t miss. As fathers and sons went, we shared at best a fragile and unharmonious alliance; we were not made for each other.

He mounted the aluminum ladder, paused at the top rung, waved, and disappeared into the cabin. The plane quaked and fled down the runway. It rose, became a dot on the horizon, and was gone.

I stood there in a sudden grip of loneliness, wondering, Would I ever see him again? Probably not.

Valerie was immortalized a couple of days later. Her statue in the square stood next to Abdul’s, just as she, during the unveiling ceremony, stood at his side in a kind of makeshift winner’s circle.

The statue of course was forged from the ingredients Grady had come so far to identify. He stood to one side watching the fanfare, bitter with the realization that he still had no clue as to what they were and steaming with fury as Abdul thanked Valerie for serving the province so well. He called her a walking welcome wagon for Assama’s distinguished visitor from Israel. He was sure that Ish-Chayl was only the first of a grand confluence of VIPs in the near future. In appreciation of her service he presented her with a necklace of semiprecious beads pried from the saddle of a horse, and a bamboo cage of butterflies. The band struck up “You Are My Sunshine” and the crowd dispersed.

“I thought it was a generous gesture, the jeweled necklace,” Val said later that evening in our rat-infested snuggery.

“If he’s generous,” I said, “I’m Mother Teresa. Or,” I added, “if you’re making a joke, it’s nothing to laugh at.”

“Who’s making a joke?”

For a long moment she leveled an unblinking gaze on me. Finally I said, “You don’t dig it, do you?”

“Dig what?”

“The gifts. And that pukey music.”

“I thought it was all kind of touching.”

“Touching, my ass. He’s zeroed in on you.” I felt a sudden surge of fear, as though my words forged a threat beyond what existed before I said them.