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Chapters (44)
  1. Cover
  2. Also by Karen Joy Fowler
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. 1822
  6. Lincoln and the Perpetuation of Our Political Institutions
  7. BOOK ONE
  8. Rosalie
  9. Lincoln and the Cave of Gloom
  10. BOOK TWO
  11. Edwin
  12. Lincoln and the Merry-Begotten
  13. Lincoln and the Whigs at Sprigg’s
  14. Lincoln: Fathers and Sons
  15. Lincoln and Clay
  16. BOOK THREE
  17. Asia
  18. Lincoln and the Kansas-Nebraska Act
  19. Lincoln and the Lost Speech
  20. BOOK FOUR
  21. Rosalie
  22. Edwin
  23. Asia
  24. Rosalie
  25. Edwin
  26. Lincoln Running
  27. Asia
  28. Lincoln Goes to Kansas
  29. BOOK FIVE
  30. The Election of Abraham Lincoln
  31. Edwin
  32. Lincoln and Willie
  33. Lincoln and the Emancipation Proclamation
  34. Lincoln and the Dakota War
  35. Rosalie
  36. Asia
  37. Lincoln and Shakespeare
  38. Lincoln and the Final Act
  39. BOOK SIX
  40. April 15th, 1865
  41. Author’s Note
  42. Afterword and Acknowledgments
  43. About the Author
  44. What’s next onyour reading list?

“I doubt a person drowning would have managed the squawking you did.” John is laughing at her panic. He adds, more gently, “I never lost you. I had you safe.” She’s shivering uncontrollably so he suggests that she go back to the house; he can find the traps himself, but she’s too frightened to go alone. The way home now seems to her one continuous and all-too-likely grave.

In the woods, under the trees, the snow thins and they can more easily make their way forward. They’ve caught two animals, a possum and a squirrel. Whatever horror these animals felt when the traps first sprang has been spent. Both are limp, eyeing Asia with resignation. Both are more starved than the Booths.

John lets them go. “They wouldn’t have been a mouthful anyway,” he says. “Poor miserable creatures.” And then, changing his mind when it’s too late, “But they were quite prepared to die. How stupid of me!”

Asia is numb by the time they make it home. The return of sensation in her arms and legs is fiery and painful. She trembles so hard it seems she might break a tooth.

Eventually, she is warm again. But still hungry.

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John sells some livestock and finds a distant neighbor, Mr. Parker, who lets him purchase a lactating cow. John sets off on foot to fetch her. The snow is falling at a slant when he leaves, there is an icy wind, and Asia has a terrible premonition as she watches his figure blur and disappear. She runs after him, but only makes it as far as the family graveyard, where the crosses barely clear the snow, the dead lying deeper and colder than ever.

They expect him back that afternoon, but night comes and he hasn’t returned. The wind has stopped, but not the snow, which now falls straight and white from the black heaven. Asia lights the lamps, sets one against each of the chilled windows so that John can find his way home. Branches of frost blossom on the glass.

She retires to the settee and, in the lamplight, tries to pick up the story she was reading . . .

The road grew wilder and drearier and more faintly traced, and vanished at length, leaving him in the heart of the dark wilderness, still rushing onward with the instinct that guides moral man to evil . . .

But the words are meaningless on the page. Mother has set down her sewing and rocks in her chair, her arms tight around her own body. “My boy, my boy, my boy,” she says. “My own, my darling boy.”