Finally, with a grin, Yuichi left the bedroom. Kanae wobbled over to the bed, his entire body feeling like it was about to crumble under the weight of his unease, and sat down.

He knew the mechanics of how men did it together, but that was about it. He figured it out after hearing all the school gossip in his first year. He remembered how shocked he had been when he heard it. He couldn’t even get his head around how it would even fit in there.

But maybe he didn’t have to worry about how to do it himself. Maybe he could get Yuichi to take him instead.

That didn’t make it an easy task, and still, he wasn’t even sure if he could actually go through with it at all! The only thing he had working for him was that Yuichi was used to it. The method wasn’t that different from having sex with girls so…it should be fine if he could leave everything up to Yuichi.

“And then…I have to make sure that it doesn’t hurt,” Yuichi thought aloud, carelessly. Maybe he could tell Yuichi that it had been a while since the last time he had sex?

He didn’t have long to ponder these fears; soon he heard the sound of the door open. Yuichi had returned, also wearing a towel around his waist. He looked at Kanae, who was sitting on the bed looking rather dejected, and pulled a face. “You’re on the bed, but you’re not looking very inviting. A bit of a letdown.”

It was just a joke, but hearing that he had possibly disappointed Yuichi really cut deep. Maybe Yuichi would be disappointed even after they finished. In that case, Kanae really had to try his best.

His embarrassment had given way to fear, but he couldn’t give in.

Kanae narrowed his eyes and gave Yuichi a devious smile. I have to do my best to look sexier.

“A letdown?” Kanae extended his hand out to Yuichi. “If you get naked, I’ll show you something sexy…”

“…great.” Yuichi said, tossing the towel around his waist to the floor. “You turn me on so bad, Kanae. You’re just too much.”

Of course, Kanae had noticed that Yuichi was already pretty hard.

Just seeing that made him happy enough to cry.

Yuichi’s face moved closer until their lips locked.

His first kiss. Kanae shut his eyes, grateful that it was with a person he really liked. He parted his lips just a little and immediately Yuichi took control, pushing his tongue in. The two tongues connected, gently pushing against each other. Eventually Kanae grew more relaxed and loosened up his shoulders. Yuichi kissed him urgently, groping around in his mouth and sucking in his saliva.

Kanae wrapped his arms around the back of Yuichi’s neck and started to return the kiss. He didn’t exactly know how to go about it, but if he didn’t start participating, then Yuichi would figure him out pretty quickly. He did it like Yuichi pushing his tongue in and pulling it out again, over and over. Kanae had no idea that kissing alone was going to feel this good. When Yuichi touched his body, who knew what was going to happen?