Back Bluebird
Chapters (46)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. DEDICATION
  3. FIRST PART
  4. BIRD’S EYE
  5. GORDON
  6. KELLY
  7. BEN
  8. LOU
  9. ALL FILLER NO KILLER
  10. NEXT PART
  11. BIRD’S EYE
  12. THE FIREHOUSE
  13. RONALD
  14. COURT
  15. THE FALL
  16. THIS PART
  17. BIRD’S EYE
  18. CRICKET
  19. HONEST
  20. THE PRODIGAL STEPSON
  21. THE MAN IN THE IRONED SHORTS
  22. THE COUNTRY CLUB
  23. SAFE SPACES
  24. THE SUNSHINE THAT KILLS US
  25. THE FUNDRAISER
  26. THE CLIFF
  27. FIGHT NIGHT
  28. SHAMELESS
  29. ONE FOR THE ROAD
  30. LAST PART
  31. BIRD’S EYE
  32. A MISUNDERSTANDING
  33. THE NEWS
  34. SISTERS
  35. VYVANSE
  36. STRAW MAN
  37. THE RIGHT WAY
  38. THE KICK
  39. BOYS
  40. FOR THE AGES
  41. PERSONAL EFFECTS
  42. SACRIFICE
  43. PERFECT PEACE
  44. PAST ITS BEST
  45. UP NORTH
  46. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

‘What are you doing?’ Ron shouted. ‘Put me down, you idiot!’ Gordon felt a rise of such anger he could have hurled his father off the steps like a bag of trash. Alas, too many witnesses. He felt exhilarated. Release! Fuck, that felt new.

‘Gordon, put him down.’

This was Kelly. Life was queuing up at a coconut shy to have a go at him. The others had scored glancing blows, but here was Kelly, with the biggest coconut, standing so close she couldn’t miss, and a load of power in her cocked arm.

Gordon gave her a nod and set Ron down on the bench. Out of the corner of his vision, he thought he saw a dark shape, wearing a broad-brimmed hat, silhouetted against the sky on the crest of the grass bank south of the Father McCarthy eucalyptus grove. Leonie had been avoiding him, he was now sure, for weeks. He had thought he was avoiding her. He realised, at this moment, that he could walk over to her and say whatever he wanted. She had no leverage over him. Did she realise that? In all the shuffling of property titles, tightening her grip on this Bluebird she hated with a vengeance that was like a duel to the death, she had made one critical lapse in judgement: she had taken him for granted. She had counted on his loyalty. But she had no hold on him anymore, for he was literally, materially, actually as opposed to morally, bankrupt. Owning nothing, he had nothing to fear. As far as he was concerned, she could fuck off. They all could. He was free.

He bent in front of his father.

‘You won’t be taking that document to the coach or anyone else. They’re kids, Dad. Ben’s out there. Let them have their day.’ Gordon would have liked to see his father regard him through newly opened eyes. He had never asserted himself like this. He would have given anything to win his father’s respect, to overcome his resistance, on a point of doing the right thing. But instead, Ron gave an easygoing shrug and said, ‘Fair enough. You always get more out of them with the threat than if you follow it through. Oh, look at that.’

Gordon glanced up to the grass bank. If Leonie had been there, she was gone now. Maybe he had only imagined her. Then he saw what his father was seeing.

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