Back Bluebird
Chapters (46)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. DEDICATION
  3. FIRST PART
  4. BIRD’S EYE
  5. GORDON
  6. KELLY
  7. BEN
  8. LOU
  9. ALL FILLER NO KILLER
  10. NEXT PART
  11. BIRD’S EYE
  12. THE FIREHOUSE
  13. RONALD
  14. COURT
  15. THE FALL
  16. THIS PART
  17. BIRD’S EYE
  18. CRICKET
  19. HONEST
  20. THE PRODIGAL STEPSON
  21. THE MAN IN THE IRONED SHORTS
  22. THE COUNTRY CLUB
  23. SAFE SPACES
  24. THE SUNSHINE THAT KILLS US
  25. THE FUNDRAISER
  26. THE CLIFF
  27. FIGHT NIGHT
  28. SHAMELESS
  29. ONE FOR THE ROAD
  30. LAST PART
  31. BIRD’S EYE
  32. A MISUNDERSTANDING
  33. THE NEWS
  34. SISTERS
  35. VYVANSE
  36. STRAW MAN
  37. THE RIGHT WAY
  38. THE KICK
  39. BOYS
  40. FOR THE AGES
  41. PERSONAL EFFECTS
  42. SACRIFICE
  43. PERFECT PEACE
  44. PAST ITS BEST
  45. UP NORTH
  46. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

The noise abated and the crowd was thinning. Gordon made out Japan Ned, in a torn wetsuit, near the centre. Tonsure Man’s head gleamed brown in the sun, and the inky back of Cnut’s head shone a livid blue, its expression even more ferocious than usual. Sam was hoisting Dog out of the sand. It seemed that a lot of surfers had been involved.

Sam helped Dog over the jump-up boulder to the base of the wooden stairs. Blood striped the white of Dog’s face paint. Lighter strands of red were wrapped around his torso like bluebottle streamers. He was clutching his eyes. The backs of his hands were red with blood. Sam, in his zipper vest, was carrying half of Dog’s paddle. No sign of his stand-up paddleboard.

‘I guess Japan Ned finally had enough,’ Gordon said. ‘Every man reaches his breaking point.’

Ben said, ‘We all do, Dad.’

Gordon looked at Ben as if to answer the accusation—why don’t you hate him too?—but he had nothing. He looked down into the crowd but they were just heads and shoulders, breaking up and wandering off, some into the surf and some up the sand, witnesses to Bluebird justice, long delayed, no longer denied.

Sam and Dog arrived at the kikuyu lawn below the deck. Dog’s injuries were worse up close. His forehead was sliced open, as was the side of his neck and his shoulder.

‘I need an ambulance!’

Dog’s voice was wobbly and frantic. Beside him, Sam nodded, like a parent apologising for his overambitious upstart son who has just picked on the biggest kid in the playground.

Gordon turned inside to get his phone. Lou stopped him.

‘No.’

She stood with her legs parted, square-on as a cage fighter.

‘You’re not helping him,’ Lou stated.

‘He’s badly hurt.’ Gordon turned to Kelly, who was leaning over the rail. Gordon could hear Dog calling up from the lawn, whining, ‘Lemme in, will ya? Kel?’

Kelly watched Dog teeter on the grass, weighed down by nothing heavier than his half-paddle. Certainly not consequences. Dog was Dog, while Kelly was unforgiven. She was still furious with Gordon for not decking the bastard, but maybe it was up to her. She had slept with Dog so that Gordon would kick her out. She had slept with Gordon to spite Leonie, and also, maybe in her heart of girlish hearts, so that Gordon might wake up to himself and be a husband. But fuck that for a joke, she thought: enough sleeping with men to manipulate her fate. By doing nothing, these men had put it all back on to her. If her nature was unforgivable, then there was no point trying to hide it anymore.

‘No,’ she said. ‘Not here.’

‘Not here?’ Dog pleaded. ‘Meaning?’

Kelly shook her head. ‘Not ever.’

Next it was Ben.

‘You’re not welcome here.’

Dog was still whimpering, like a—like a dog.