Back Bluebird
Chapters (46)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. DEDICATION
  3. FIRST PART
  4. BIRD’S EYE
  5. GORDON
  6. KELLY
  7. BEN
  8. LOU
  9. ALL FILLER NO KILLER
  10. NEXT PART
  11. BIRD’S EYE
  12. THE FIREHOUSE
  13. RONALD
  14. COURT
  15. THE FALL
  16. THIS PART
  17. BIRD’S EYE
  18. CRICKET
  19. HONEST
  20. THE PRODIGAL STEPSON
  21. THE MAN IN THE IRONED SHORTS
  22. THE COUNTRY CLUB
  23. SAFE SPACES
  24. THE SUNSHINE THAT KILLS US
  25. THE FUNDRAISER
  26. THE CLIFF
  27. FIGHT NIGHT
  28. SHAMELESS
  29. ONE FOR THE ROAD
  30. LAST PART
  31. BIRD’S EYE
  32. A MISUNDERSTANDING
  33. THE NEWS
  34. SISTERS
  35. VYVANSE
  36. STRAW MAN
  37. THE RIGHT WAY
  38. THE KICK
  39. BOYS
  40. FOR THE AGES
  41. PERSONAL EFFECTS
  42. SACRIFICE
  43. PERFECT PEACE
  44. PAST ITS BEST
  45. UP NORTH
  46. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

‘What do you tell the kids?’ Lou asked, unable to hide her interest. ‘Be conscious? Don’t pretend you’re ordinary?’

‘There’s a moment, just before they become adults, when they listen. That moment is what I live for.’

Lou now tried to meet Jude’s smiling eyes, but blushed shyly. If this was some kind of contest, all Lou knew about it was that she was losing.

‘So?’ Gordon asked with a feeble tremor, like a third wheel. ‘How about you tell me what happened with Carl? Isn’t that what a teacher has to do for a parent when there’s some issue involving their child?’

‘Not since the last century.’ Jude frowned. ‘I’m sorry, Gordon, I’d really like to be able to tell you, but I would only be able to do so in a safe space where the student and his parent also had the opportunity to participate.’

‘I am the parent. And the student is downstairs hiding from this party in the basement like I’m hiding from it in here. You want to come down and set up a conference?’

Jude gave him a steady, serious stare. ‘You and Ben are not the student and parent who have the problem.’

‘Oh.’

‘Right.’

‘Frontal.’

Jude nodded. ‘The issue is between Daniel and Carl. That’s why I can’t talk to you about it.’

‘It’s none of my business, even though we both know it is.’

Jude gave an apologetic shrug. ‘Have you thought about asking Kelly?’

‘She’s not here,’ Gordon said. ‘I don’t know what she does with her evenings.’

Jude rolled her eyes. ‘She is looking good these days, even if I say so myself.’

‘Want to stay a while?’ Lou said.

Jude sighed in the direction of the living room, where the uproar was swelling and falling in sharper peaks as more alcohol was added. Japan Ned had shown up, along with the five-time state champ and her husband, as well as more surfers from the beach, who had washed off downstairs and followed the scent of free beer.

‘I don’t really fit in with the old crowd.’

‘Sure,’ Gordon replied. ‘Well. Thanks for the books.’

‘Here.’ Lou was holding out her longneck to Jude, whose hand reached out and accepted it autonomously. ‘It’s not a microphone,’ Lou said, and Jude drained it with three bobs of her upturned throat.

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