Contents ( 88)
- Acknowledgments
- CONTENTS
- 1
- Highway 41 Revisited
- 2
- Bringing Up Baby
- 3
- My Sister’s Keeper
- 4
- The Old Folks at Home
- 5
- The Simple Joys of Childhood
- 6
- The Mill on the Calumet
- 7
- The Boys in the Back Room
- 8
- The Good Doctor
- 9
- Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous
- 10
- Fire When Ready
- 11
- The Brat’s Tale
- 12
- Common Sense
- 13
- Dead Stick Pond
- 14
- Muddy Waters
- 15
- Chemistry Lesson
- 16
- House Call
- 17
- Tombstone Blues
- 18
- In His Father’s Shadow
- 19
- You Can’t Go Home Again
- 20
- White Elephant
- 21
- Mama’s Boy
- 22
- The Doctor’s Dilemma
- 23
- End Run
- 24
- In Grimpen Mire
- 25
- Visiting Hours
- 26
- Back to Home Base
- 27
- The Game’s Afoot
- 28
- The Golden Notebooks
- 29
- Night Crawlers
- 30
- Fence Mending
- 31
- Old Fireball
- 32
- Flushed Out of the Pocket
- 33
- A Family Affair
- 34
- Bank Shot
- 35
- Changing Words at Buckingham Fountain
- 36
- Bad Blood
- 37
- The Shark Puts Out Bait
- 38
- Toxic Shock
- 39
- Plant Clean-Up
- 40
- Night Shakes
- 41
- A Wise Child
- 42
- Humboldt’s Gift
- 43
- Bringing It All Back Home
Caroline came quietly up the stairs, smiling a little nervously. She followed me into the living room, turning down my offer of refreshments in a soft, breathy voice. I couldn’t remember ever seeing her so ill at ease.
“How’s Louisa doing?” I asked.
She made a throwaway gesture. “She seems stable right now. But kidney failure leaves you pretty depressed—it seems dialysis only gets a fraction of impurities out of the system, so you’re always feeling nightmarish.”
“Did you tell her about the call you got—about Joey Pankowski being your father?”
She shook her head. “I haven’t told her anything. About your looking for him or—or, well, about anything. I had to let her know Nancy was dead, of course—she would have seen it on TV or heard it from her sister. But she can’t take any more upsets like that.”
She played nervously with the fringe on one of the sofa cushions, then burst out, “I wish I’d never asked you to find my father for me. I don’t know what magic I thought you could work. And I don’t know why I thought finding him would alter my life in any way.” She gave a harsh little laugh. “What am I saying? Just having you look for him has changed my life.”
“Could we talk about that a little?” I asked gently. “Someone called you two weeks ago and told you to chase me away, didn’t they? That was when you phoned me with that incredible rigmarole about not wanting me to look for your father.”
Her head was bent down so far all I could see was her wild copper curls. I waited patiently. She would not have made the trek up to Lakeview if she hadn’t decided to tell me the truth—it was just taking her some time to give her courage the last screw.
“It’s the mortgage,” she finally whispered to her feet. “We rented for years and years. Then when I started working we could finally save enough to make a down payment. I got a call. A man—I don’t know who he was. He said—he said—he’d been looking into our loan. He thought—he told me—they would cancel it if I didn’t make you stop looking for my father—stop you from asking all those questions about Ferraro and Pankowski.”
At last she looked up at me, her freckles standing out sharply from the pallor of her face. She held out her hands beseechingly and I moved from my chair to put my arms around her. For a few minutes she nestled against me, trembling, as though she were still little Caroline and I was the big kid who could save her from any danger.
“Did you call the bank?” I asked her presently. “See if they knew anything about it?”
“I was afraid if they heard me asking questions, they might do it, you know.” Her voice was muffled against my armpit.
“What bank is it?”
She sat up at that and looked at me in alarm. “You’re not going to go talk to them about it, Vic! You mustn’t!”