Back Birds in Fall
Chapters (35)
  1. Cover
  2. Colophon
  3. Also by Brad Kessler
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Epigraph
  7. I
  8. One
  9. Two
  10. Three
  11. Four
  12. Five
  13. Six
  14. Seven
  15. Eight
  16. Nine
  17. Ten
  18. II
  19. Eleven
  20. Twelve
  21. Thirteen
  22. Fourteen
  23. Fifteen
  24. Sixteen
  25. III
  26. Seventeen
  27. Eighteen
  28. Nineteen
  29. Twenty
  30. Twenty-One
  31. Twenty-Two
  32. Twenty-Three
  33. In April, he perched on a witch hazel. . .
  34. In Gratitude
  35. About the Author

He gave her a tour that day of the department, the systematics lab, the ABA Prism sequencer that analyzed the DNA of dead birds. But only downstairs, in the vast, quiet crypt where they kept the collection of bird skins, sealed in cabinets, did he become fully animated. He recited numbers (850,000 study skins, the largest collection in the world). He pulled open cabinets, rolled out aluminum drawers, showed her shelf after shelf of birds, all laid out like iridescent items in a jeweler’s shop. There were twenty per drawer, still colorful, beaks all angled to the left, cotton plugs in place of eyeballs. They were so beautiful and fastidiously arranged Ana was almost afraid to touch them.

May I? she asked.

Be my guest, he said.

She gently picked up a skin, untwisted the yellowed tag attached to its leg. River Kingfisher, it read. Alcedo atthis. 1908. It was captured along the Cam River. Cambridgeshire, UK. The study skin weighed next to nothing, a paper doll; the stiff blue feathers smelled vaguely of naphthalene—musty, moth-ballish, not unpleasant. It reminded Ana of her grandparents’ apartment.

Russell stood staring at the bird in Ana’s hand.

“Thus lovely halcyons dive into the main, Then show far off their shining plumes again.”

She looked at him.

Shakespeare?

He shook his head.

Longfellow?

He made a disapproving face.

She handed him back the skin.

I give up.

William Cowper.

I would’ve never gotten that, she conceded.

You like coraciiforms? he asked.

Yes, in fact they were her favorite order. The family of kingfishers in particular. The punks of the avian world, with their harsh cackle, their outsize beaks, their attitude, the Mohawk.

And of course, Russell added, the story attached to them—all, sadly, untrue.

Uh-hmm, Ana said absently.

Russell laid the skin carefully back in its drawer. A portrait of Lord Rothschild stared down at them from the wall. They continued on that afternoon to the Chapman Memorial Hall of North American Birds, and then the rest of the museum. Months later, he made love to her under the same portrait of Rothschild, at night, pressed against one of the cold steel cabinets, with his sockless loafers, her bare foot on the back of his calf. Russell had keys to all the rooms; and at night, when everyone but the night watchmen had gone home, they roamed the tiled halls like teenagers, mischievously making love in the Chapman Hall, beside the Fuertes mural of flamingos or the dioramas of Peregrines on the cliffs of the Palisades (using the wooden banister for purchase) or the glass case of North American raptors. They copulated in the lab too, beside the humming DNA sequencer. Russell wanted to have sex in each room (it is a museum of natural history after all, he argued). They tried it in the Pickling Room as well, with its odor of formaldehyde, its shelves of glass jars filled with birds in alcohol—pickled puffins and grebes.