Back Birds in Fall
Chapters (35)
  1. Cover
  2. Colophon
  3. Also by Brad Kessler
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Epigraph
  7. I
  8. One
  9. Two
  10. Three
  11. Four
  12. Five
  13. Six
  14. Seven
  15. Eight
  16. Nine
  17. Ten
  18. II
  19. Eleven
  20. Twelve
  21. Thirteen
  22. Fourteen
  23. Fifteen
  24. Sixteen
  25. III
  26. Seventeen
  27. Eighteen
  28. Nineteen
  29. Twenty
  30. Twenty-One
  31. Twenty-Two
  32. Twenty-Three
  33. In April, he perched on a witch hazel. . .
  34. In Gratitude
  35. About the Author

So the house curled in on itself, a cowrie closed off to all others. The rooms unpeopled, the library, the drawing room, every corner and hallway and stair. At night Kevin haunted the empty rooms. He pulled Oscar into bed with him and slept beside the dog despite the sand, despite his breath, despite whatever he’d rolled in the day before. For what other comfort was there on a winter night alone in a big house by the sea? The moon stared in through every window, accompanied him into each room; entered casements and double panes, so that in each quarter, there it was painting a glass here, a vase there, a picture frame, a mirror. Any shiny surface welcomed it: the toaster, the pier glass in the hall. And who knew, on a winter night like this, beneath the waves, beneath the moon, the ocean continued its business under layers of foam and ice, the dark machinery churning with one eye on the planets, the other on the land; and in the littoral zones, directly in the bay, hadn’t he seen in summer days, the clear aquarium beneath the waves, a brilliant aqueous garden of seaweed and bladder wrack, and strands of orange hairs? The white hydrangea-leafed water plant that looked like bridal veils (like bridesmaids standing under the sea), the green velvet tubes called “dead man’s fingers”? Who knew on a slender night in February that life continued under there, silent and unseen by human eyes?